Never let you go.

2009-01-13T22:05:00.001+08:00

Relink, http://unrequitedl-uv.blogspot.com :) Thanks.

2009-01-01T17:07:00.029+08:00

Just when all hopes are up,

These aren't all the photos. And they're all jumbled up.
I'll find another day to sort them all out again :)

School's starting tmr, and auntie's coming back!
Bye 2008, Hello 2009 :)
I hope that it'll be a great year for me, and for all of us :D

Oh and, Chenghan Jarek Rayner Shanny cheer up alright :)

My brother :)

My bestest cousin :)

My blessed family :)

My bestest friend :)

Replies.

BESTF- IMYVVVVM TOO BABY :(

Celestine- Okay :) Hahaha.

Kaiyong!- Hahaha, you sure you want them? :)

Brandon- Like you very imaginative like that!

---' & ♥ MAGDELINE- Yesyesyes! Beibei so sweet :) Hugshugshugs!

Sean- If you're not tagging, why's dearest here! Hahaha. I'm back already :)

Hong- I'M BACK YOU BONGBONG :)

LIM(:- Belated christmas to you too honey :)

BESTF(x3)- Me need you now too :(

Brandon- You also never come online one! Hahaha.

BESTF- HAPPYHAPPY TOO :)

Cynthia.- Babylove, hello! :)

June- Hello there :)

BESTF- I'm in your heart :) HAHAHAHA. IMYT :)

William- Hahaha, idiotic alien on mars :)

de- Hahaha, got it already! I miss you too sweety :) Hugs!

bryan- Sorry, I didn't bring snow back for you :( Cause don't even have snow :( Imyt besty :)

June- You're linked already! :)

LIM(:- I am, right now :) Hahahaha. I love you honey!

Leting- I shake you already! You like dead log like that :( Hahaha, I very sweet right? :) I'm missing you right now woman :(

Celestine- Yes I am! Smarty pants :)

Anon- I already am. Who're you? :)

---' & ♥ MAGDELINE- Must ah! :D Hahaha, aini beibei.

Hong- Happy new year to you too :) MAX?! I thought he go overseas? :O Replied already. Hahaha.

Carrine- Hahaha, why're you saying sorry! Happy new year too :) And linked!

2008-12-31T21:15:00.001+08:00

Hello, was back on monday :)
I'm supposed to be at Countdown with Shanny and all, but mum's sick.
So decided to stay home.

My china pictures are taking such a long time to load :(
Picture post up prolly tmr :)
Bye, reply tags another day!

2008-12-22T16:10:00.005+08:00

Two hearts joined as one.

Fever's gone, finally :)

Been feeling like a sick duck for the past 24 hours.

There's still no snow! :(

The world's turning upside down. So many unexpected turns, so much change.

Edit\ (7.00pm)

Having bbq outside ting's balcony now :)

The wind's blowing right through us.

Hahaha.

Replies.

Brandon- HAHAHA, I'm not the sky okay. I can't create snow :(

Passer- Thank you :) And nope, I didn't rebond it. Hahaha.

chushing- It didn't :(

BESTF- HAHAHAHAHAH, I DID YOU UNWOMANLY PANGSAI BESTBABY :) ILYVVVVVVVVM BEST! :) (L) My best of the best, forever. Hugs!

---' & ♥ MAGDELINE- Hugshugshugs you beibei! :)

Leting- You're perfectly fine now :) Cause I am too! HAHAHA. YOU'RE THE CRAZIER ONE LOR, SITTING RIGHT NEXT TO ME AND CLEANING YOUR EYES :) I LOVE YOU IDIOT :) Kisskiss!

anonymous- Out of this club :)

William- Hello moronic alien :) Thank you for tagging. HAHAHAHA.

Lydia Girlfy,- Hahahaha, chux=you! :) I love you girlf! Hugshugshugs!

2008-12-21T14:31:00.002+08:00

Maybe I'm addicted, I'm out of control,

but you're the drug that keeps me from dying.

Been sleeping until now, and waking up occasionally to take panadols.

I want my fever to disappear man :(

Yesterday night till now. It just doesn't want to go away.

Screw it, dammit.

And there's no snow, yet :(

Replies.

Celestine- I love you too :)

Karei- I sick already! :( Dardar, help me. I love/miss you x(9723937489734) :) Hugshugs!

BESTF- I'm suffering from fever cause you're not here :( Hahaha, I'll be back in a flash baby :) So count down for me! Wo ai ni duo duo :)

Audrey- Hahaha :) Have fun in japan okay! Be safe :D

Brandon- For fun only what :) Hahahaha.

chushing- Laughs, so bad. And I'm still in beijing waiting for snow :(

Hong- Hahaha, I will one okay :)

2008-12-20T13:13:00.011+08:00

Unexpected situations gone haywire, left me pondering.

Adults gone out to some Jade market, left us kids at home :)

Ordered in chinese food for lunch.

They say that it's going to snow today :) Wind's huge and temperature's way low.

Prolly going ice skating later :D

Pictures of TianJin later I guess, it's taking so long to load man.

Replies.

Celestine- I love you too babygirl :) Hahaha.

Brandon- Hahaha, maybe? You don't bear to see me die so le me disturb you luh :)

kaiyong!- Laughs, that was what my brother thought too :)

de- I received them already sweety, please stay strong. I love you okay. And I gave you an offline message already. Hugshugs!

BESTF- Bestbabyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy! :)

BESTF- Hahaha, I read it already! Replied too :) But you haven't reply :( SO LONG. Laughs. I love you best, very very much.

Hong- Brother! :D Hahah, I'm fine. How about you? :)

2008-12-19T18:22:00.010+08:00

Shocking revelations, tears and lies.

THERE'S STILL NO SNOW :( :( :( :( :(

And I'm back from Tian Jin :)
Only my family went, ting's didnt.

It's freezing. Actually, it's freezing everyday.

So I need not repeat myself so many times.

Guess the cold got to my brain cells :)

Tian Jin was beautiful, not like beijing.

Tian Jin was more of a english kind of city. The buildings, the statues, everything :)
I loved it there. Hahaha.

I left 10 more days here :(/:)

I'll upload my pictures another day, too many :)
Love!

BEST, I MISS YOU :(
SERIOUSLY DAMN SHOCKED ABOUT WHAT YOU TOLD ME.
BUT I'M NOT SO CLEAR ABOUT IT THOUGH.
WHEN I GET BACK MUST FILL ME IN ON THE DETAILS ALRIGHT :)
AND I'VE GOT THINGS TO TELL YOU :)
ILOVEYOU BESTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTBABY!
DREAM OF ME EVERYTIME YOU SLEEP :)
HUGS AND KISSES!

Shanny honey, cheer up okay! I heard about it already. I love you, and as
time flies, you'll heal :)
We'll all help you heal as well. <3 Stay strong! I'll be back
soon!

Replies.

Chushing- Ohohoh! I know already :) Hahaha, have fun there yaws!

brandon- I also know. But I know that you're much more noisy than me :)

de- I'm coming back soon already okay! Stay strong! I love you sweety :)

Johnson- Laughs, alright! :)

brandon- Hahahaha, it's 10 more days :) Go text your other girls lah, mr generous-with-your-love. :D HAHAHAHAHAHHA.

BESTF(x8)- ILOVEYOU SO MUCH BEST :) I KNOW YOU'RE MISSING ME LIKE A HELL LOTS, CAUSE I'M MISSING YOU TONS MORE. YESYESYESYES, I KNOW ABOUT IT ALREADY. I SAW WHAT YOU TYPED TO ME :( OMG, SERIOUSLY DAMN SHOCKING. I LOVE YOU, BETTER TELL ME ABOUT IT WHEN I GET BACK. OR I'LL ENTER YOUR DREAMS AND SCREW YOU :) HAHAHAHA. XOXOXOXO.

passer-byyy- Out of this club :)

2008-12-16T21:47:00.004+08:00

My touch is in your eyes
Your fire burns inside me
Your healing hands can turn me around

Tian Jing tmr :)
Staying over there for 2 nights, back on friday.

Shopped the whole day with ting (!!!!) :D
And I miss best :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :(

2008-12-15T10:27:00.002+08:00

Shopping later :)
Pictures are up, but not all.

Replies.
Kaiyong!- We'll see :)
LIM(:- Hahaha, not yet honey :D
Sean- Hahaha, so you can't slaughter me!
Danielle- When in the world did I bitch about Gina man. At least I know I'm true to her okay. I'm there for her when she needs me. And I didn't bitch about her.
GINA- Huh. Yes?

2008-12-14T22:04:00.004+08:00

Promise of hope sent back by a dove.
And you were so easy to love.

Happy birthday daddy! :D

Went to the countryside today morning/afternoon.
There was still snow on the mountains, so we all played with the snow :D
Did horse riding! So cool cause you've to ride the horse yourself :)
Not like in the zoo or something with a person pulling the horse.
Kinda scary too though. The horse gallops, not strolls. Hahahaha.
Go-cart afterwards :) Funfunfunfunfun (!!!)
Went hiking and stuffs then drove back to the city for dinner.
Bought daddy's birthday cake then celebrated his birthday back home :)

Pichurrrrrres up another day cause I'm tired, goodnight.
Eyebags are popping up :(

Replies.
Kaiyong!- Hahahah, those that're poisonous? :)
Sean- Hahaha, sorry dearest :( But I mentioned already! :)
BESTF-GREATGREAT. IMYYYYYYYYYYY. AND DON'T WORRY, I'LL BE BACK :D
Audrey- Hahahaha, you'll look cute in curls! :)
BESTF- I DON'T KNOW WHO BEST :( OKAYOKAY, I WILL! DON'T DIE AH. ILOVEYOUBABY.
Celestine- Hahahah, thank you! :)
Brandon- Hahah, I think you're nuts :D
de- Sweety, relax okay. Ily.
BESTF- Imyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyt! :)

2008-12-13T13:52:00.013+08:00

When thunder rolls through my life,

will you be able to weather the storm?

It's freezing :)

And I'm supersuper tired.

Been sleeping at 2/3 for the past few days.

THERE'S NO SNOW YET :( Hahahaha.

Went shopping yesterday though.

And did I mention that ting played with my hair yesterday night? :)

Yes, I know I look funny :)

I MISS BESTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTF :)

BESTF MISSES ME TOO!

ARE YOU SLEEPING WELL? EATING WELL? SHITTING WELL?

I BET YOU'RE NOT, CAUSE YOU MISS ME TOO MUCH :D

HAHAHAHAHAHA, ILYVVVVVVM.

CAN'T WAIT TO BE BACK TO SEE YOU BEST :)

And I miss sean dearest veryvery much too lah :)

So don't say I don't :D

I think chushing's going to hongkong today.

Have fun alright :) Must take care of yourself! ♥

Replies.

chushing- Yes! VERYVERY COLD :)

---' & ♥ MAGDELINE- Okayokay! I will :) Yesyesyes! So sweet! :D Ily beibei :) ♥

Celestine- Laughs, I will :D You too!

BESTF- Hahahaha, crazy girl :) I MISS YOU MORE CAN :( :( :( I CANNOT SLEEP CAUSE MISS YOU TOO MUCH LUH. HAHAHAHA. COMING BACK IN 17DAYS I THINK :D ILY BESTBABY :D AINIAINIAINI! ♥♥♥♥

Sean- Laughs, I got okay dearest! :) Read properly. Hahaha.

Brandon- Hahaha, I'm not as jialat as you okay! At least I don't bang into walls, or keep falling down. HAHAHA.

BESTF- THINK ABOUT ME :) THEN YOU'LL BE FINEEEEEE. HAHAHAHA. EH NO, I THOUGHT I MET YOU YESTERDAY ON JUPITER ALREADY! :) Imyyyyyyyyy :( ♥♥

Hong- Hahah. I already am freezing :D I will! :) You too okay brother! :D

de- I know sweety, be strong okay! I love you. I'll text you once i get back :D ♥♥ I miss you!

2008-12-12T00:33:00.008+08:00

Whispers, "Hello, I miss you terribly."

Jetlagged and freezing.

Reached beijing at about 5, aunt came to fetch us then had dinner :)
After dinner went to ting's school to fetch her.
She wasn't out yet so we were all roaming around her school :D
Staying at her house for the next 19days! And I'm sleeping with her (!!!)

Late night gossips and hardcore cam-whoring. Hahahaha.

I hope it snows soon :)
It's freeeeeeeeeezing, I swear. But ting's house is warm enough :D

I miss best :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :(

BEST, I KNOW YOU MISS ME.

CAUSE I MISS YOU SO MUCH.

GUESS WHAT, IT'S SO COLD THAT MY NOSE TURNED PINK,

AND I BREATHE OUT THE AIR BECOME SMOKE :D

SERIOUSLY. HAHAHAHAHA.

YOU BETTER EAT WELL, AND SLEEP WELL AND PANGSAI WELL OKAY.

BABYGIRL, I LOVE YOU :)

HUGS AND KISSES!

I miss so many people too :(

BESTBESTBESTBESTBESTBESTBEST, Delia, Shanny, Gina, Celestine, Hong, Chushing, Brandon, Joshua, Lydia, Lingmin, Magdeline, Clarence, so so many :)

I'm going to bed now, or more of a gossip session with ting :) Miss me :)

I can't upload my other photos :( Only these two came up.

So bear with it until it's okay :)

And I doubt I'll be posting everyday. Byebye!

2008-12-10T17:30:00.008+08:00

At 2:10 you still hadn't called me,
So I'm gonna leave my cell phone turned on in my purse by the bed.
And before I fall asleep, I guess I'll just check my machine.
Again and again because I'm obsessing over you.

Tomorrow's my flight! And it's early in the morning like 8 plus so I've to wake up early! :(
Miss me okkk? :)

Annetta best was on the phone with me just now, and it was dammit funny.
Guess why. Cause there was a cockroach in her toilet :)
I didn't comfort her instead I disturbed her like madness,
and made the both of us laugh like crazy.
Oh, and Brandon's back :)

Yesterday
Daddy was at work, and mummy and brother went out.
Bored, so got best to come over!
We had so much fun, swear :)
Both of us went crazy, and I mean CRAZY esp best :B

Best, I love you :)
Take care of yourself okay. I'll come back in one piece, don't worry!
25o word essay for you everyday when I'm away :D
Xoxoxoxo\ To my bestest friend I could ever find ♥

2008-12-06T20:02:00.002+08:00

If I told you once, I told you a thousand times.
You can't knock me off my feet, when I'm already on my knees.

Oh yay, I got my phone back :)
Finally it's repaired! And in a day. Hahaha.
My whole family's here in my house now :D
Here's something to gina anyway, just got off the phone with her.

Gina/
Darling, cheer up okay.
There'll bound to be fake people in this world,
but that doesn't mean you don't have people who love you anymore :)
Iloveyou.

Tagged by Babymin, (Lingmin)
Rules and regulations: Each player of this game starts off with 10 weird things/habits/little known facts about yourself. People who get tagged need to write a blog of their own 10 weird things/habits/little known facts as well as state the rule clearly. At the end, you need to choose 10 names to be tagged and list their names.

#1. I can eat finish one long tube of mentos or a box of tictacs is prolly less than 10 minutes.
#2. I can listen to a song over and over again :) (Same as ling!)
#3. I love long bus rides alone with music blasting in my ear :D
#4. I like surprises, but hate scary ones :)
#5. I get damn pissed and grumpy if anyone wakes me up from my sleep.
#6. I don’t like to sleep alone :)
#7. I simply adore sweet stuffs.
#8. I love best, my loves, friends and family.
#9. I like to sleep with a lot of soft toys around me.
#10. I love hugs! :D (Same as ling as well!)

10 people to do this,
- you x10 :D

2008-12-05T22:09:00.005+08:00

Love me tender, love me sweet.

Never let me go, you have made my life complete.

Tsktsk, best and I were just chatting on the phone about this girl.

Want to act like some ang moh lang, act like your english so good.

Okay. I shan't add on anymore.

Phone's not with me until next week wednesday :(

Best, I love you :)

19 DAYS IN CHINA COMING IN 6 MORE DAYS :D

I'll reply my tags in the tagbox from now onwards, or to your blog :)

2008-12-05T00:31:00.001+08:00

Can you believe it? I'm still online and wide awake :)
Wow. Hahahahahaha.
AND CLINTON'S VERY MEAN. Goodbye and goodnight :)

2008-12-04T22:25:00.005+08:00

Happy Birthday Brother! :)
You're a year older already, better be more mature and stop giving me nonsense at home.

I love you :D

I can't imagine one day without you in it. Life alone just wouldn't be worth living.

Love would be a wish that never came true.

Town with mummy, aunt and 2 cousins yesterday :)
Had fun yesterday. And bought many things!

I was dead tired, swear. Chatted with brandon on the phone till one plus the night before?

Then I had to wake up early to go out :(

I'll be sending my phone for repair tmr, so won't be replying texts :(

Bye brandon, have fun in Hongkong! :)

And I miss best so much :(

I don't feel like blogging anymore already.

Ohoh, I didn't know I've the ability to make chenghan vomit blood while chatting with him on the phone :)

Replies.

Celestine- Aw, so much love :)

Ah-Gene- Laughs, thankkkkew!

---' & ♥ MAGDELINE- No need to thank me okay beibei (: I love you so much!

Brandon- You :) Hahahahaha.

WilsonWong- Hahaha, sorry wong!

Hong- Great :) Haha.

2008-12-02T18:16:00.004+08:00

In the game of love, you reap what you sow.

Hi, I just woke up :)

I'm supposed to accompany joshua to pierce his ear but I've got dinner with parents later so couldn't follow him.

Had dance today and yesterday morning.

Sent my maid off yesterday :( But she'll be back in a month's time :)

Went for some ge tai dinner for the first time yesterday night, and it was real boring.

My brother's not going to be home for the next few days cause he's on cruise :(
At least mummy's staying home for this whole month.
And I can't wait for the china trip :) Hahaha.

Sad thing is, I owe annetta best a 550 words compo when I'm in china :)

Hahahaha, (L) you best!

Don't want to hurt anyone.

Replies.

Hong- Same here :)

---' & ♥ MAGDELINE- Beibei, I love you too! Cheer up okay :) 24/7 here for you! Hugs!
Celestine- Hehe, love :)
Qingren- Ilyt richelle :) <3

Anon- Haha, I will. You too!

Allinda- Okay, take care too :D

Passer- Thanks :)

Brandon- Have luh. Is you keep wanting to win that’s why! Hahah.

Passer- Haha, last kiss Mariah carey :)

Kate- msn-ed with you already :D hahaha, okay :) Loves hon :D

2008-11-29T12:01:00.004+08:00

Loving you this easy comes so naturally.

I'm stuck at home with goldfish eyes, and so is annetta best :)

Best, you owe me 2 eye patches for my goldfish eyes okay :(

I love you very very much, please stop thinking that I don't love you anymore.

You promised not to leave me anymore and we'll get through anything together.

Rain or shine, I'm always here for you :D

1year 9months on monday :) <3

Thank you so much, Qinwei Brandon Shanny Delia Karei Kate Chenghan Celestine Evangeline Chushing Richelle :) <3

Replies.

Brandon- GOT LOR. Hahahahaha, crazy idiot.
Kaiyong!- Hello, byebye :)
Celestine- Everything’s perfectly normal now :) Hahaha, love you too!
Hong- Told you already :) But you know everything’s okay already! :D
Allinda- Laughs, I will :) Thank you!
passeD-by- Hahaha, okay! :) Thanks.
Annetta- I can’t wait to see you too! <3>Anon- Thank you! :) I will. Take care :D
Chantel- Don’t really remember you though. Hahaha, sorry! But I think I did see you the other time. Nah I’m not :) You are! Loves too :)

2008-11-28T22:31:00.004+08:00

YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!

THINGS ARE BACK TO NORMAL FOR US ALREADY :D

Now, I believe in forever :)

I love your long message asking to get back together as bestfriends.

I love you so much, and I wonder why you can't see it.

But we'll get through anything that comes in our path.
Please don't leave me ever again just because you think I don't like you anymore.

I love you, yesterday, today and forever.

Trust me. I mean what I say.
I love you, annetta tan si pin my best.

I'm so glad that I still can call you my best :)

(L) you best, forever and ever!

Thank you to all who comforted me :)

I loveeeeeeeeee you all!

2008-11-28T20:19:00.006+08:00

What hurts the most was being so close, and having so much to say.

Tiong with qinwei and brandon today.
Bought my books and stuff then kfc.
Slacked, something happened then they sent me to my tutor's house.
Went to tuition teacher's house for awhile then headed back home.

Qinwei and Brandon, thank you so much.
From wiping away my tears to making me laugh.
Love you both.

Shanny, Delia, kate, karei, celestine, chenghan, desmond, evangeline.
Those that are closest to me will know why. Thanks a million, love you guys.
Don't ask me what happen unless you're close to me, tyvm.

Right now, I feel like there's no such thing as forever.
No such thing as 'I don't want to lose you' or 'I cannot afford to lose you'.
All lies. Our friendship never mattered to you once I guess.
1 year 9 months on monday, gone. All gone.
Go back to that bestie of yours, since you want it that way.
You were with her, then me, now you're rightfully where you should be huh.
Thanks for everything. But, I still love you the same.

Reply tags another day, bye.

2008-11-27T21:05:00.002+08:00

And how many times I gave you my heart, Divided by so many memories.
And it equals a promise in the dark, So don’t promise me.

Hurray, sean's back with her! :D
Told you so dearest :)
Last vvvvv long!

DESMOND KUKU, DON'T BE SO LAZY.
Hahahahah :)

I hen sianszx lah :) I go watch teevee now, byebye.
P.S I miss annetta best :)

Replies.
(♥) Jami<3- I will :)
de- Sweety, cheer up okay! Just don't forget about what I told you yesterday. Hugs!
Hong- NONONONO :( Hahahaha. You gay!
Audrey- Laughs, don't! :( Or I'll be devastated. Hahaha.
LYDIA GIRLF <3- Me miss you! :)
Celestine- You keep coughing :) Obviously don't have one. Hahaha, I have, you want? :)

2008-11-26T16:23:00.020+08:00

Absense makes the heart fonder, or out of sight out of mind.

Monday
Met annetta best then bussed to vivo :D
Bought gina’s birthday present, walked rounds, then went to have kfc.
Shanny and Rosanne came to join us afterwards :)
Chit chat, ate then walked rounds around vivo again.
Rosanne went off then shanny, best and I bussed down to commonwealth.
Walked to gina’s house and charmaine, atiqah, Amanda were already there.
Talked, played and stuff then shanny, best and I headed to the market for dinner.
In the end all the stalls weren’t even open man :(
So just bought ice pops, slacked and ate at the stairs :)
Shanny went home around 8.
So best and I bussed home and I had to go to ntuc to get mum some stuff.
I saw many people either around ntuc or in ntuc :)
Zhongyik, mushaddiq, ailin, siti :)
Reached home about 9.

Yesterday (Tuesday)

Dance from 11 to 1.
Bussed back to shanny’s house with shanny.
Changed and stuff then went to meet karei at bugis :)
Walked around, chit chat and those two girls wanted to get something.
It was super hilarious :)
Camwhored, walked rounds again and slacked.
Delia and Marissa came afterwards, but that was when I was going to leave :(
Saddening, but at least there’s food waiting for me at home :)
Trained home and went to ntuc to get mum some stuff again.
I’m a soon to be regular at ntuc yo.

Today
Dance from 10 to 12 today.

There’s dance again tmr. And that sucks.
I've got alot more photos, but they're taking so damn long to load.

And girl, you're such a copydog/hypocrite :)

Replies.
Leting- Aw, it’ll grow back! Be positive babygirl :)
Hong- Better be :(
Shomann- Cannot one! :)
{♥} MAGDELINE- Yes! Hugs! :D
LYDIA GIRLF <3- Diadia girlf :D I love you too! :) Thanks for the other day another way!
Gladys- I’m online, just appearing offline :D Laughs.
(♥) Jami<3- Hahaha, it’s okay. You so lazy update your own blog, obviously lah :) Hahaha.
Karei- Ytdytdytd! :D You never bomb! I love you reirei :)
Audrey- Awwwwwww :D Hahahahaha, that’s wrong!
Sean- Dearest, cheer up okay! When there’s a will, there’ll always be a way :)
Pb- Laughs, tyvm. But I'm not.

2008-11-24T13:42:00.007+08:00

Happy 14th birthday Gina! <3

Darling, happy birthday.
And fret not when you feel all alone and down, cause I'll always be here.
You've already memorized my number so just call me anytime.
I love you,
and always will.
A million hugs and kisses.
wlove, xiuwen.

Post and reply tags when I'm back :)

2008-11-23T14:11:00.002+08:00

Hold me and love me.

Just want to touch you for a minute.

Baby, three seconds is enough. For my heart to quit it.

Yesterday night was super fun.

Went over to aunt's house and had dinner.
Played mahjong and played with chloe my little cousin :)

Shan't elaborate much.

Today, I had my fringe snipped off :(

Byebye long fringe, I'll miss you.

I hope you'll grow back in a month :)

Replies.

{♥} MAGDELINE- Okay! :) Must ah, I love you beibei. Hugs!

shomann- Hahahaha, sure not! Cannot one lah :)

shing- chushing uh :) Hahaha, gay!

Audrey- Laughs :D Must love me okay :) Or I'll be heartbroken!

[P.S]- Aw, cheer up :) Just 8 digits away yo. Smile :)

LIM(:- Yes yes! :D Can't wait.

Celestine- Cough? You need strepsils? :)

2008-11-21T17:47:00.006+08:00

The kids :)

Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone.

I’ll be waiting, all theres left to do is run.

You’ll be the prince and i’ll be the princess.

Today, I had to wake up at 6 in the morning, pity me :(

Had to assist tuition teacher for the outing for the little kids.

Met zayne, tuition teacher, the parents and the kids then took a big bus to the airport.

Played, ate, taught them stuffs, showed them magic tricks and many more :)

Quite fun, kids were really cute, but it was dammit tiring.

Try taking care of 25 over kids, see whether you'll be tired :D

Finished up everything at around 3 :)

Best, I miss you :)

And sean dearest, cheer up okay! :) And I feel much better after you told me about it. Sorry still, to you and to her.

Replies.

LIM(:- Hahaha, yes! :)

shomann- Ahboy, the easy bullied :) HAHAHAHA.
WilsonWong- Cannot! Hahahaha, cause I'm not as bad as you! :)

Sean- Cheer up dearest, try to get her back! Don't give up okay :) There for you 24/7!

Hong- Gay brother :) Haha.

de- I know sweety, I know. Cheer up okay! I love you :)

2008-11-20T14:12:00.003+08:00

White chocolate kisses under the stars. Riding on horses. Boys with guitars.
If you really want to know how to get to me. Follow the map to my heart.

I'm currently on the phone with best,
and she wants to stuff her head into the ice cream cup to cool down because she's damn pissed over some matter :)

Karei's back! :) And I bet she missed me, cause I've missed her so very much! :3
Gina's back too :B

Best is going to go crazy when I'm away :) Hehe.

Off to tuition!

Edited/
Now I'm on the phone with rayner and he's making weird noises :)

Replies.
Celestine- MY POWER VERY POWERFUL ONE OKAY :) You laugh already. Haha.
Hong- Sorry lah brother :(
Jason.- Tyvm :)
Richelle- Thanks love, I love you too :)
Elisse- Soon okay! I’ve missed you so much :(
Sean- Yeah, :) And hope you’re fine dearest!
{♥} MAGDELINE- Yes yes :) I love you too beibei! Hugs hugs!
Karei- Darrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr, I’ve missed you sososososo much :) Hugggggggggggggggs!
Anon- Yeap, thanks but I’m not!
De- I miss you too sweety! And I’m in your heart :) Hehe.
Cheryl- Haha, okay! :D
Gladys- Send them to you online! I love you too!
淑慧- I miss you too zuiai! Glad you’re feeling better ! Okayokay :D I love you!
WilsonWong- Hahaha, it's okay :) Great. Stop lehlehlahlah, singlish pro :)

2008-11-19T12:05:00.016+08:00

When I'm with you I can just be myself.
You're always where you say you will be.
Shocking 'cause I never knew love like this could exist.

Met chushing yesterday in the afternoon.
After about an hour or so, went to the bus stop to find best and send him off to meet yongxin and chenghan.
Best and I were supposed to go to tiong to get some stuff, but we were too lazy so decided to come to my house.
Played some games, watched some jap horror show then went off for the bbq around 5 plus 6 :)
The sec ones, sec twos and seniors were all already at the bbq.
And I saw a bunny and angel in high heels and short skirts :)
Almost everyone of us were talking about those two girls. Hawhawhaw.

Only the dancers would know what I'm talking about :)
Slacked in the karoke room with best cheryl and priscilla :D
Ate, played, chit chat, camwhored and everything.
Everyone went home at around 8 plus.
Only best, Gladys and I were still there chatting all the way till 10.
Sent them off then reached home around 10 plus.

I have many more photos but it takes such a long time to load.

To dancers, if you want to get the photos from me, nudge me on msn :)

I think my face very fat :(

I'm off, reply tags later :)

2008-11-17T17:59:00.003+08:00

Why would you wanna break a perfectly good heart?
Why would you take our love and tear it all apart?
Now, why would you want to make the very first scar?

Hi, iie verriie b0redd w0rrx.
iie sleep untiil n0wwzxz.
Skiipedd dhe dance campp c0s bestt nebber g0 alsh0.
0nlyy g0iing ferr dhhe bbq t0m0l0 niight :)

Friendster's being a bitch.
And I look damn fat in those puffy winter jackets :)
I'll let my brother take those fat ones :B
25 more days to my 19 days trip to meet my bitchy blood sister leting :3
I hope I can see snow there! :)

Miss me alright? :B

Oh yes, gina hope you're having fun in genting now :) Call me when you're back!

And clinton, you moronic ai dong gua. Don't get lost in malaysia cause you're so small sized :) Hahahaha.

Buuhbyees, iie verrie hungriie. Tyme tuhh r0b miie fridge.

Replies.

Anon- 14 this year :)

Anon- No boyf, and no phone number :) Sorry. Hahaha, I don't even know who you are so I don't see why I must give it to you. And it's alright.

lingmin- Hahaha, you're mine too okay :) Don't let anyone else get you! Last kiss, mariah carey :)

Leting- Yesyesyes :) Hawhaw, I miss you too!

best :)- Aw, <3

best :)- Hahaha, I'll miss you too best :) Remember our date, everynight at jupiter <3

Sean- It's alright dearest :) There's no need to say sorry already. Your girlfriend and I already talked things out and she apologized to me, so it's okay!

{♥} MAGDELINE- Yes! :) Hahah, I miss you so much too bei. Hope to bump into you all soon again yaws :D Hugs hugs!

Audrey- Hahahahah, you get or don't get, I still love you the same lah :D

SitiNurIndra.- Hello siti :) Haha, thursday date love :)

[P.S]- Laughs, I'm not sure man. Aiya will date you out one okay! :) You got your those brothers what and nic, can go out with them one what :)

Leting- HI IDIOT :) Sameeeeeee, I'm super duper excited too! I love you :)

2008-11-16T13:21:00.005+08:00

Now who'd have thought someone like you could love me.

You're the last thing my heart expected.

Went out with annetta yesterday :D

Bussed down to vivo to meet her, and I had to wait about an hour for that girl :)
Finally she came and we walked rounds about vivo to look for santa claus hats.
Found them then bussed down to commonwealth to eat :)

I was supposed to pass something to my friend, but I forgot to bring it. Dumb huh.
Hawhawhaw.

Plus best and I went round and round commonwealth just to find that market with my chin chow :)

Ate then went to play that grab grab toy machine and it was dammit fun, swear.
Best was laughing like mad I tell you. Didn’t manage to grab anything though :(

Walked to the bus stop and saw Magdeline and eric chan on the bus.
Magdeline was damn hyper when she saw us luh, super cute! Hahaha.
And eric chan was like :O

Qinwei and co. were all on the bus too :)
Waited for the next bus and bussed down to tiong.
Coincidentally, qinwei and co. were going down to tiong too.

Went popular bought some stuffs, then bought best’s slippers and just walked around :)

Went up to the arcade area and saw nianyong.
Went down, and lingmin shouted my name :)

Went around and saw qinwei running down the escalator so best and I ran away :)
Qinwei caught up with us and walked around with him abit, then best went home.
Lingmin, Brandon and Rainey came too.

Chatted with them then lingmin and I exchanged hugs! :) <3

Daddy and mummy came to fetch me from tiong then went to bedok to have family dinner with grannies :D

I think I'm going out later with family to buy stuffs for my trip to china to meet my bitch leting :)

And prolly I'm going to skip dance camp tmr too. Since annetta and shanny aren't going :(

Friendster's screwed.

Oh and, as long as you're repentant, you'll be forgiven.

Replies.

Celestine- I will know one :) Xiuwen's powerrrrrrrrrr eh!

Kaiyong!-Told you I've got special powers :) Hahahahahahah.

Audrey- Aw, okayokay! I'll appear in your dreams right on your birthday and pass it to you :D You don't like me? :( THEN I DON'T WANT GIVE ALREADY. Heh.

Sean- Say one ah :) Hahaha, okay.

Passerby- Thank you very much :) Last kiss, mariah carey.

[P.S]- Hello :)

lingmin- Hahah, yes yes :) Wo men zuo tian shi di yi ci baobao! Xia yi ci ye yao okay? :) I love you babymin :)

Fatin Athira- Yeap! :) Hahaha, I miss you so much sweets :)

Hong- Gay lah gay lah :D Hahahah. Shutup lah, you gay, I not stupid :) Can? Hawhaw.

2008-11-14T12:45:00.005+08:00

Tell me what I'm feeling isn't some mistake'
Cause if anyone can make me fall in love, you can.

Tagged by Darren.

Do you have secrets?Who doesn't? :)

Would you fall in love with a boy younger than you?Doubt so, Hahah.
Do you enjoy going to school?Uh huh :)

What would you do with a billion dollars?Shop, share with my loves and share with karei halfhalf so we become millionaires each! :)

Will you fall in love with your best friend?I’m already in love with annetta tan si pin, my bestfriend :)
Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?Guess it’s the same.
List out your 15 favourite songs:
Lazy, Hawhaw :D
_____________

If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?Give him my blessings :)
Is there anything that has made you extremely happy?Yes Yes Yes :D
What makes you angry?Someone.
How would you see yourself in 10 years time?Marriedddddddddddddddddddd! :D HAHAHAH.
Who is currently the most important people to you?My loves, friends, family :)
What is the most important thing in life?My loves, friends, family :)
Single or attached? If attached, who?Single.
What is your favourite colour?Pink, white, black, grey. Would you give all in a relationship?Of course :)
If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?The one who loves me more.
Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing someone has done?Yes :)
What do you really want now?Sleep :D
5 people I have tagged,You x5 :)

P.S Clinton de tou nao you wen ti eh :) A moron calling me moron -.- Pot calling the kettle black? Hawhawhawhawhaw. AI DONG GUA :D

Replies.

Hong- Where got like that one! Hahaha, gay eh you :)

Gladys- Hahahahah. No! Yours is sweeeeeeeeeeeter!

Darren- Done! :)

Passer-by- Laughs, thanks but I beg to differ. May I know who you are? :)

annetta- I miss you more baby :) (Hugshugshugs)

Audrey- I'M VERY NICE OKAY :D Or even in your dreams also don't have :) Hahaha.

♥Lydia Girlf x3- Hahah, I will! :)

Elisse- Omg, I MISS YOU SO MUCHHHHHHHHHHHHH! :(

kaiyong!- HAHAHAHAH. XIUWEN'S POWER :)

{♥} MAGDELINE- Of course I'll miss you :) Hahaha. I love you too! :)

Sean- Better keep coming back okay dearest :) Make sure your com doesn't fall sick again!

Lingmin- I lovelovelovelovelove you :)

Celestine- I very impatient one, HURRY :D

2008-11-13T10:00:00.003+08:00

Let me in to your heart, love is all that really matters.
Even if we're far apart, in the end of our lives, if the world would fall apart,
but our love would still survive.

Met shanny yesterday :)

Walked around tiong, slacked and gossiped.

And we saw clarence :D
Bussed down to commonwealth afterwards then went to find food :D
Walked in the rain then went back home :)

Gina, I know you love 'Pa Jiao' (inside joke) :)

I'm happy. Reason being, Delia and I are back to normal :)

Replies.

Celestine- Sureeeee, you don't bear to one :)

anonymous- Last kiss, mariah carey.

Gladys- Yeah, dance camp! Hawhaw, aiya. YOU ALSO WHAT :D

Passerby- Thank you very much :)

ELIS- Hahah, you're welcome!

Hong- Gay brother :)

kariee- Hahaha, sorry. But I can't remember.

Brandon- I think you siao siao already lah, siao plus gay :D HAHAH.

[P.S]- Jiayou :) You can do it one lah, hahah.

Audrey- Yesyes, I'll buy it for you! :) In your dreams my dear girl :D

lingmin- Hahah, good idea :)

Sean- Dearest! :) No, not cool. You went mia for so long :(

WilsonWong- No need to thank me :) Happy happy eh you!

2008-11-12T09:55:00.002+08:00

The bestest friend, anyone could ever have.

My bestfriend, my sister, my wife :)

I'm very bored right now, going out soon. Hawhawhaw.

Post/reply tags when I get back! :)

2008-11-11T21:53:00.001+08:00

I love you, you love me?
I bet you do, many many!
(Rhymes right?) :)

Hawhawhawhaw, I hen bored.
Byebye.

2008-11-11T21:06:00.004+08:00

I don't wanna take a chance, and ruin what we have boy.

What do we share together it's cool.

Dancedancedance.
Boring :(
But there’s dance camp next week :)
Lunched with annetta best then off to tuition with Guowei and Noelle.

Replies.
Celestine- Haha, he didn’t! You don’t bear to kill me :) Love you too!
Audrey- Yeahhhhhhhhhh! :D Hahaha, don’t worry :) You’ll get it!
RAYNER- Yo kuku brother :)
Hong- Hahah, okay lor :( Shutup lah. Haha.
Karieee- Hahah, who’re you?
{♥} MAGDELNE- Must miss me one eh :) Hahah, love beibei x98937493 :)
WilsonWong- Ohhhhhhh, kewlllllllzzzz :D Happy huh you :)

Glenn- Hahaha, yes yes :) My oh very shocked face and your very just wake up look :D

2008-11-10T20:43:00.004+08:00

Scandal now you've left me there's no healing the wounds
Hey scandal, and all the world can make us out to be fools.

Had dance today :(
Went home then met Chushing, Chenghan and then Gina came afterwards :)
Chushing gave me a veryvery belated birthday present, a pinkkkk Sony cybershot camera (!!!!!!!!)
Didn't want it, but he forced me to have it >:(
And who's idea was it? GINA LAI JIA LING MY DARLING.
Anyway, thanks a million/billion/zillion/gazillion chushing :D <3

And, I miss my best Annetta Tan Si pin x90374983279847340 :)
Hi best, you're talking to me on the phone now, and I'm letting you airtalk :D

Replies.
Kaiyong!-Hahahaha, yah. Very unlucky :)
Passer- Haha, okay.
WilsonWong- Hen good, very hao :D Hahahaha.
LIM(:- Wednesdayyyyyyyy! :D
shomann- Yes lor! I'm nicer than you :)
[P.S]- Ass :) Hahahahah.
Hong- Gay-est brother lah :) Gay!

2008-11-09T12:06:00.003+08:00

My love wouldn't grow, I should've just let it go.
But I stayed around thinking you would learn to love.

Was supposed to go down to support pak siong for css3 yesterday,
but went out with Annetta best instead! :)

Went to be best then bussed down to bugis but got lost halfway!
Bus here, bus there and that bodoh aaron lau suddenly texted me saying he was on the same bus as me :O
Hawhawhaw. Finally found our way to bugis :D
Went to eat my fav apple struddel (!!) And it became annetta's favvvv too :)
Shopped and bought many things :D
Went to bugis junction toilet and played dressup there!
Tried on the clothes and things we bought, and best played with my hair :)
It was idiotic/fun/crazy :)
Best kept drooling for apple struddel, so we went to eat it once again.
Bussed home at around 6 plus with best, and saw joseph and heidi at the busstop :)

Paksiong called me and told me he got in (!!) :)
Watch out for this ass from temasek sec with coolzz hair and coloured contacts on tv!
He got interviewed thrice because of his appeareance :0
Hawhawhaw, anyway congrats paksiong :)

And Karei Dardarrrrrrrrrrrrr, I'll miss you :(
I hope the plane engine got problem then you don't need to go already :)
Hahahahahah, but still, come back soon and we'll go out! :D
I love youuuuuuuuu :)

(Photos up later) :)

Replies.
Isabelle- Welcome! :)
shomann- Ahma and ahboy samesame one what! Just that I'm nicer than you :) Hahahaha.
Hong- Gay-est brother, ever :D
NICOLE;DD- Relink-ed! :)
kaiyong!- Hahahah, you have it to? Serious? I seeeeeee :)
Celestine- Laughs, yesyes! I love you too :)
Passerby- Haha, your as perverted as them for taking a screenshot. And comeon, why would you even accept their request from webcam? No offence anyway.
SCY- Yeah, didn't talk to you in a long while :)
Celestine- Hahahahah, prolly he's just telling me what happened. Don't worry :)
Passer- I will :) Hahah, thanks. Who're you anyway?
SCY- I doubt passer's the passerby. Haha.
Passer- He got mistaken :) He's talking about the other passerby. Hahah.
Gladys- Won't oneeeeee! Hahah, love you too!
Brandon- See, now you're the one using 'gay' as if never use will die :)
SHANICE- Hey, thanks :)
WilsonWong- I'm fine! How about you? :)
Qingren- Soon soon :) Love!
SCY- Haha, he/she isn't that passerby lah.
Karei- I pray that this week faster ends too :) And the 18th comes real quick! I'll miss you :(

2008-11-06T21:51:00.002+08:00

Have you ever wished for an endless night?
Lassoed the moon and the stars and pulled that rope tight.

She disgusts me.
Superficial being.
Hawhawhawzxzx.

Reply tags another day :)

2008-11-05T20:36:00.006+08:00

I owe you a love song, so much i could say.

I owe you a love song, words that i can't say.

Supposed to meet karei today,
but she had something on so in the end didn’t meet her.
So I stayed home and sleep :) Hawhawhaw.

I've got dance for the next 2 days :(

[Shortened version] :D

5 things that scare me:
1. Losing people I love.
2. Not having my phone.
3. Horror shows.
4. Being lost.
5. Perverted people :X

5 things i love the most:
1. My loves :)
2. Friends.
3. Family.
4. Handphone.
5. laptop.

5 important things in my room:
1. Bed!
2. Computer.
3. Soft toys.
4. Closet.
5. Gifts.

5 random facts about me:
1. I tend to be grumpy if someone wakes me up.
2. I really love sweet stuffs :)
3. I was once really tan.
4. I forget things easily sometimes.
5. I’m really hyper.

5 things to do before i die:
1. Meet up with my loves :)
2. Spend a lot of time with my family.
3. Buy gifts for my family and friends.
4. Write a will.
5. Tell them I love them.

5 things i can do:
1. I can laugh.
2. I can sleep.
3. I can eat.
4. I can talk.
5. I can walk.

5 things i cannot do:
I don’t know x5

5 things i say the most:
1. Gayyyyyy :)
2. Hahahahahaha.
3. I love you :)
4. Laughs.
5. Okay.

Replies.

Chu- NEHNEH :D Hahah.
Shomann- Okay lah, ahboy good boy luh :)
Hong- Laughs, someone gay-er than you, but you’re the gay-est man :D
Isabelle- Got it, done it :)
淑慧- Hahah, hao :) Alright, but I lost your number eh :( Sure sure! :D Love you jieh.
sILenT- hello, you are? :)
Karei- It’s okay dardar! :D I love youuuuuuuu.
[P.S]- Aw, don’t worry about it lah. Hahahaha.
Best <3- Greeeeeeeeeeeeny, I love you bestbest! :D
LIM(:- Hahaha, I know honey :) Get well soon okay. Sure sure :D

2008-11-04T21:13:00.007+08:00

So darling whenever you need a friend, Whenever you feel alone, oh stand by me.

Met my dear girl kate today! :)
Bussed down to vivo with her and went to eat secret recipe.
Met jeremiah, bought tickets for the coffin then walked around.
Ryan came shortly after, walked around and went to starbucks :)
Went to catch the movie and kate and I were practically going mad in the theatre.
The coffin wasn’t that scary, only got kick :) But it was quite confusing though.
Movie ended at like 630, walked around then ryan went off and the three of us cabbed back home at around 7 plus :)

Replies.
Hong- GAY BROTHER :) Hahaha, he is gayyyyyyyyy, gay-er than you!
Audrey- Hahahaha, I’ve got that before too! But it was from a girl :O Scary! Hahaha.
Gins.- You’re gina right? Hahahaha, Saturday meeting you already I think :)
LIM(:- You tmr cannot :( Next week then honey :)
Allinda :)- Relink-ed already! :)
Isabelle- Hahaha, I cannot copy it down! Send it to me online or something :) Thanks!
Best <3- Awww, I love you lah bestb :) Like a too much! Hugskisslovemiss youyouyou :)

2008-11-03T20:36:00.005+08:00

"I love my fat frog leg :)" As quoted from Annetta bestttttttttttt!
Hahahahahah. Gay :)
I love you tooooooooooo bestbest :)

Girls, beware of weird sickening horny pervs who randomly add you up on msn.
Seems like I'm not the only one who was targeted by this freak.
If you wanted, you could check on google and type his email in!
Another girl's blog popped up :)
As simple as it seems, this (sgkinkyboy@hotmail.com) added me.

Chrissss:
i say le mah haha, im a horny guy. don worry, im not asking for sex
Chrissss:
i jsut make girls horny online and make them wet
Chrissss:
hehe

You wouldn't want to know what else he said.
Gina wanted him into our convo so I added him in.
And she scared him away by ..

Chrissss:
if u're trying to lecture me? then save ur breathe (:
Gina Love Eddy,M:
I have already print everything that you type to my friend,and i gonna hand it to my
father.
Gina Love Eddy,M:
And dont worry, my father is a police man yo.

Swear she's damn cute :) And as usual, stupid toots like him went offline and never reappeared again!
Better be wary of whoever you talk to! :)

2008-11-03T19:22:00.014+08:00

You came into my heart, so tenderly. With a burning love, that stings like a bee.

Out with lydia on saturday to far east plaza :)
It was really funny, I was at the red line while she was at the purple line. Didn't see each other and kept trying to find one another because we thought we were at the same lines :)
Lunched then accompanied her to do her nails then went to get starbucks.
Camwhored alot :)
Met yongxin and jovan then walked around.
Lydia had to meet her family, yongxin had to go meet his relatives.
So jovan left, then those two lovebirds sent me to the mrt station :)
I had alot of fun with you girlf, swear :D I love you many, our lunch date soon huh :)

I'm going to miss elisse and kate so much :(
Seriously, classes without you two are just going to be so dreadful.
I'll miss the times I go crazy with the both of you.
Swear I love you both so so much :D
Pray for me! :)

Replies.
[P.S]- Hahah, hello! :D
Elisse- Hello loveeeeeeeee :) I miss you too :(
Karei- Yesyes wednesday! :D Share the joyyyyyyyy with me! Hahaha, I love you dardar :)
WilsonWong- Boo back :) Hahah.
Hong- Of course can :) Why not? Hahaha. No difference :) Gay brother!
Audrey- Okayokay, relink-ed!
Emily- Hahaha, sorry eh :) Tagged you!
de- I don't prefer anyone. I love you both. Plus, I did tell him off if you didn't know.
Brandon- Will die cannot huh. Hahahah, gayyyyyyy :)
Passerby- Haha, she's my cousin :)
D- Was wondering who you were for a moment :D Haha, you're welcome!
Allinda- Okay, relink-ed! :)
best- I miss you too bestbest :) I'll call you, for sure :D
Karei- Wednesday wednesday! :D Hahahaha, Miss you manymanymany more!

2008-11-02T22:06:00.002+08:00

I'll post/upload pictures/reply tags tmr :)
Haven't been updating in awhile.
Byebye.

2008-10-31T11:00:00.002+08:00

What about the way you say you love me all the time,
Are you lifting me up to heaven, just to drop me down the line?

Screw dance :)
I don't like dance.
I DON'T WANT TO GO LATER :(

Superficial. Wearing a mask to cover up those dirty things you did.

Tagged by lingmin:
1.What have you been doing recently?
Home, school, out.

2.Do you ever turn your cellphone off?
Yeah.

3.What happened at 10am today?
Was watching harry and his bucket full of dinosaurs.

4.when did you last cry ?
Can’t recall.

5.Believe in fate / destiny ?
Somehow.

6.What do you want in your life now ?
I’m happy with it now :)

11.Do you tend to make a relationship complicated ?
I don’t think so.

12.Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone ?
Nope.

13.What was the last movie you caught ?
Can’t remember.

14.Does the person know that you like him/her?
Yeah.

15.Who always make you laugh?
Annetta, Brandon, Karei, Chushing, and manymany :)

16.Do you speak languages other than english?
Haha, of course.

17.Favourite website(s)?
Don't have.

19.What are you doing tomorrow?
Out with Lydia! :D

20.What do you think you are like?
I’m real friendly :)
Plus I tend to go all moody when I think too much.

21.Who will you choose to die with?
ANNETTA TAN SIPIN :D

22.Where have you been today?
I’m still at home.

23.What game do you play often?
Uhm, Idk.

24 . Who are you missing right now?
A lot.

25.If you had to chose between a friend and a love, who will you chose?
Friend :)

26.What are you doing right now?
This quiz.

27.Which primary school are you from?
Fmps.

28.Name 3 colours that you like.
White, pink, grey.

29.What emotion do you like to show?
:D

30.What is your life to you?
Making the best out of it.

31.If you have something troubling you, what will you do?
Pour it out to my loves :)

32.Who did you last chat with on msn today?
Bordin :)

33 . Who do you admire most?
I’m not sure.

34 . Which month were you born in?
April.

35 . How are you feeling right now?
Tired :(

36.What is the time now?
1120 am

37.What kind of person do you think the one who tagged you is?
Lovable, that’s why I love her :D

38.What colour did you use to dye hair?
Never dyed it before :)

39.Why are you doing this test?
Because ling tagged me :)

40.What do you do when you’re moody?
Talk to my loves :)

41.At which age you wish to get married?
21! Depends :)

42.Who is more important to you?
All’re equally important.

43.If today is the last day of your life, what will you do?
I’ll meet every single one of my loves and tell them how much I love them!

44.Who is the person you trust the most?
Annetta.

45.Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after a rain?
I guess.

46.If you have a dream come true, what would it be?
I want to be a millionaire :)

47.What is your goal for this year?
Idk.

48.Do you believe in eternity love?
Not anymore.

49.What feeling do you love most?
When I’m happy :)

50.Do you really think its Global Warming now?
Yah. I’m practically melting now.

51.What feeling do you hate the most?
When your so exasperated.
And when you want to stop laughing but you can’t :)

52.You like doing quizes?
Yah.

53.Do you believe in God?
Yeaps!

54.Who cares for you most?
Mother :D

55.What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
My loves, family, friends :)

56.What will you bring when you fight?
Nothing?

57.What have you done regretted doing in your whole life?
Can’t remember.

58.What would you do if nobody cared for you any longer?
I’ll be real moody.

59.What if your boyfriend/girlfriend two-timed you?
I’ll keeeeel them both.
Actually, let them be together.

60.How you feel now?
I don’t want to go dance :(

2008-10-28T14:19:00.005+08:00

God only knows I love you, but it's written in my eyes.

Been going to suntec lately, shopping and all.
It's boring there though.
Late night phonecalls with gina are the sex :)

Annetta, I love you :) Glad you're always here with me.

Friendship is something so delicate that can be broken so easily.
But yet, it can be something so strong that can be never broken.
We'll see how it goes already. Time will tell.
We two can't change the way you feel, or do anything for you anymore.

Somehow, I feel like you aren't over her yet.

Replies.
passeD-by- Hahah, thanks then :)
Brandon- Kuku, who ask you so gay! HAHA.
Brandon- Okay :) See how first bah.
Passer- Welcome :D
LIM(:- You don't have to honey! I love you alotalotalot too :)
Anon1- That means I look old? :( Hahaha. Thanks though :)
Karei- ♥♥ x9083497249 :) Spammed you with lots of love back dar! :D
AUDREY- Hello cheekopekkkk girllzz :) Hahah, yeap! :D Missed you man.
Fatin Athira- I miss you too sweetttttttttt :D
♥ MAGDELINE- Don't have to thank me :) I lovelovelovelovelove you alot more beibei :D

2008-10-26T12:49:00.005+08:00

I'd rather bleed with cuts of love, than live without any scars.

Mixed feelings.

I really wonder what's gotten into you.

He changed you, inside out.

Replies.

Passer- Far east :) And welcome!

best :)- Hahah, I'm sorry best. I can't control how I think :( But I've sorted it all out. Yeah I know what you mean :) Hahaha, don't think too much about it already lah. I love you.

Celestine- I do, and I know you miss me too :D Hahahahaha.

Hong- Then my brother's a niang niang qiang :) Win win situation! :D

淑慧- Jieh, haha. Thanks :)

LIM(:- No you don't! No need to thank me alright honey, love you so much :)

♥ MAGDELINE- Miss you too baobei :) Meet real soon!

Belinda- Hahah, hey :)

Brandon- Talking about you lah kuku. See see! Ask me to be careful in the end leh, you fell down. HAHA :) Look at where you're walking luh :)

Anon1- 14 this year :)

2008-10-24T13:17:00.005+08:00

You know what, just put your heart in my hands. And everything they say, I take it back.

Last day of school yesterday.

Had some emergency exercise.

Met Shanny after school and alot of things happened.

Supposed to go gina's house with shanny but she was still sleeping so decided to just slack at dover.

I wonder how people can fish and chat on the phone in the rain at night like joseph :)

Shanny, cheer up :) I'm glad you poured out all your problems and pain to me after bottling them all up for so long. There'll always be a rainbow after the rain, you've got to believe and be strong. I love you honey.

Going to school for dance later.
But I don't want to :(

Best, I don't want to lose you. But I feel like I would, one day to her.

Oversensitive, jealousy. Decided to brush them all away and be happy your happy.

I love her, I love you too. I don't mean that I don't like her because of this. So I've decided to forget it.

Talked it out with you already anyway.

Ai ni :)

Replies.
Best :)- Hahaha, love you bestttttttttt :)
Karei- Agreed dardar! :D Chus? HAHAH.
Caiyi- Haohao, will one :)
Celestine- Same here babygirl, miss you too.
Emily- Hahah, yes I remember you :) Okay! Loves too pretty.
LIM(:- I love you honey, cheer up okay!
Pb.- Thankkkew. :)
Brandon- Talking about yourself right. Kukukuku, Hahaha. I will one :) You must too.
Hong- Hahah, niang niang qiang lor :) My brother’s a niang niang qiang worxzxzx. :)
Karei- HAHAHA. Waterfall :) You’re my happypill too dardar :D Must be true happiness okay. I loveeeeeeee you dardar.
SitiNurIndra- Hello back lovelove! :D

2008-10-22T21:23:00.004+08:00

Dedication.

I love my karei dardar manymanymany :D
The most awesome dardar I've ever had.
Cheer up alright, remember to tell me everything when you feel better :)
Take more photos when we go out :D
Hugs hugs hugs hugs!

_________________________________

Happy 15th birthday eric! :)
Cheer up alright. No use having no mood all that now.
You've got the potential so use your brains on the right places alright.
I'll never forget those times we spent together and those memories.
Smile :) Love you!

Reply tags tmr :)

2008-10-22T20:58:00.002+08:00

When you're so trapped, And there's just no key.
And you can't breathe, I'll breathe for you.

Went home after meeting best, and I had cramps ever since reaching home.
Slept all the way till 5 plus 6.

I'm really glad I had this talk with you.
Now it's more about your friend than you.
This na/nt thing shall be put behind us from now onwards.
Putting the past behind and looking forward.
We were once the best of friends, but in the end we went our separate ways.
Now we're happier with the friends we've got now.
At least we're friends again and not the strangers we were anymore :)

2008-10-22T09:16:00.002+08:00

Love doesn't ask why, It speaks from the heart and never explains.
Love doesn't think twice, It can come all at once or whisper from a distance.

Went to school with my parents and got my report book.
I didn't do that well though.
Can't brood over it since it's already done.
I'm going to work harder next year in no matter what course I'll be in :)

People shouldn't judge others by the people he/she hangs out with or know.
So what if I've got friends who're lian/beng or na/nt?
Plus ahlians and ahbengs are so outdated.
They looking/dressing like one doesn't equal to them as one.
I don't smoke, drink, do drugs or wtv.
Express so what? Doesn't mean I can't hang out with people from other streams.

I'm going out to meet annetta best now :)
I'll do a dedication to karei dardar when I get back! :D

Replies.
Shomann- Hello ahboy! Hahah, I’m fine already :)
Anon- Haha, so qiao uh. Okayokay :D
Brandon- You nehneh lah, nehneh hubby!
♥ MAGDELINE- Haohao :) Must talktalktalk okay. I don’t know also :( Stupid phone. Haha, meet soon then. I loveeeee you beibei :D
Caiyi- Okay! I always forget too :( Will msg you soon :)
Carrine :]- Hahah, okay :D You too!
LIM(:- It’s okay honey! No need to say sorry :) I love you!
Hong- Haha sorry lah brudddderrrrrr :D What sissy! You niang niang qiang :)

2008-10-20T21:12:00.004+08:00

Happy 14th birthday, Qinwei!
Happy 18th birthday, Najib!

To Qinwei:

Happy birthday childhood friend! ♥
One year older and more mature already :)
Shan’t say so much here since I already told you what I wanted to say.
But still, thanks for everything. Every single thing, from big to small.
Always being there for me no matter what.
You never failed to put a smile on my face, and I’m really glad I found you.
10 years and counting. Really long isn’t it?
Seeing you grow up into what you are now, I’m just delighted.
Best of the best. The bestest childhood friend, I could ever have.
I love you, since 1999 :)

To Najib:

Happy birthday jibbbb! :)
You’ve been really nice, funny and all :D
Hope you get your girl soon eh!
Hahahah, take care! Love.

Today's just a dedication, I'll post and reply tags on another day :)

2008-10-19T21:05:00.005+08:00

Everything changes, but beauty remains. Somethings so tender I can't explain.

Friday.

I was stuck at home. ( If I'm not wrong )

Yesterday- Saturday.

Happy 14th birthday, siti love :D

Went over to siti's house and gave her her birthday presents.

Afterwards, I went to meet Qinwei, Lingmin, Zoey and Eric Chan then waited for Brandon Ong at the bus stop.

Met magdeline and x.bai then Karei and sihao came shortly after.

I bought new york cheese cake for qinwei and lingmin bought oreo cheesecake for him :)

Met Qinwei’s cousin and friends then headed to sentosa.

Waited for Annetta and Joseph then the rest went for skyride and luge except for Annetta, Karei, Sihao, Joseph, Brandon and I.
So we girls camwhored and then played cards with the guys/watch them play.

Went to the beach, walked around, played water with Annetta, Zoey and Karei then Annetta and I went to get something to eat with Joseph and Brandon.

It was really funny for the three of us to disturb joseph while he was eating his meal :)

In the end, we got caught in the rain and stranded away from the rest.

Took a bus back to vivo then waited for the others.

Bussed home with Annetta, Qinwei, Brandon, Zoey and nianyong.

Didn't ton with qinwei and the rest cause I had family gathering :(

My phone ate up my pics with Magdeline and zoey :(

And I didn't take pics with lingminnnnnnnnnnn.

Another day I guess :)

Today- Sunday.

Family went bowling and I watched them bowl :)
It was fun though.

There's school tmr, and dance :(

Replies.

Brandon- What stupid lazy pig! You nehneh luh.
♥ MAGDELINE- My phone ate up that photo we took! :( Meet next time and take more :D I loveeee baobei manymany.
Shomann- Hahaha, thanks thanks thanks lor :)
Best:)- Hahahahahah, I miss you to the coreeeeeee and I loveeeeeeeee you too wifebestsisterlaopo :D Hugs and kisses!
Hong- Hahahaha, love you too lah da brudderrrr!
Karei- I love you too dardar! Had fun though :)
Caiyi- Different taste mah :) Okayokay, or you get my number from her too :D Welcome. Lovelove!
De- Hahah, who?
Anon- Who’re you and how’d you manage to find my blog? :) Hahah, thanks but I’m not.
Carrine :]- Hello, you are? Hahah, thanks! :)

2008-10-16T21:14:00.002+08:00

The gleam in your eyes is so familiar,
a gleam I know it's true, that visions are seldom all they seem.

I doubt I'll get into the course I want to.
There's no turning back now, and no point crying over split milk.
I'll just have to buck up next year, and don't disappoint my parents once again :)
Better try to improve my maths.

Saw Qinwei, Brandon. O, Eric Chan and don't know who else outside school today.
They went off like 5 minutes after that because qinwei wanted to go see fishes ._.
Karei and I are having a problem deciding what to buy for leeqinwei :(
Nevermind, Bet we'll come out with something last minute :D

I love talking to gina on the phone. Endless chatting and so on :)
I miss annetta best so much :(

Delia Tan, You better stop it ah. STOP SCARING ME LIKE THIS :(
I'll get a heart attack/heart break if you continue on.
Hahahahah, I love you sweety :)

Replies.
Felicia- Hahah, okay! Don’t be :) I love you too jieh.
♥ MAGDELINE- Okayokay! Yay! Will see you there. Take manymany pictures ah. Hahah, not going into the water. Are you? :) I love baobei manymany too :D
Shomann- Hahah, but then again, thanks :D
Caiyi- HAHAH. Who knows! Gina also say she looks like a pig :) Damn funny lah. But she quite cute eh :D
Chu- Hahahah, suresure! I’ll disturb you back like x9092108939 :D
Hong- Brotherrrrrrrr! :D Hahaha, no lor. What nonsense. Love you too big brother :) You must too!
Passerby- Hahaha, yes yes! Gald you agree too :D
AUDREY- Hahah, that’s why she/they’ve got no life! :D Only know how to spout nonsense.
Qingren- I miss you too :) Hahah, okay!
De- Aiyo, stop scaring me! Hahaha, you better stop playing pranks like this already. Scare me, I thought what happen. Suddenly ask me why. I love you :)

2008-10-15T19:42:00.004+08:00

Now it seems I've found some friends who finally understand,
what it takes to make this dream come true, we'll be here till the end.

Got back scripts today.
I failed maths :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :(
The rest just passed.
Tuition teacher's going to kill sarah noelle and me :O

Hey girl, I don't see anything wrong with express people hanging out with Na or Nt yeah. That's why there's nothing wrong with me hanging out with them. Stop despising them for goodness sake cause it won't do you any good. You look down on them just because they're in Na and Nt, don't you. You think you're so smart huh. You and your friends think they're a pushover? Then your wrong. Get a life lah.

Oh and shirong, cheer up :D

Reply tags tmr :)

On a lighter note,
Happy 17th birthday joshua yeo :)

2008-10-14T17:43:00.005+08:00

Two divided by love can only be one, and one is a lonely number.

Two divided by love can only be sad, can only hurt one another.

Slacked with Karei Shanny and Caiyi in the morning.

Didn't go for assembly/talk.

Then went off for interclass games with Annetta.

Shouldn't have gone to school today.
It was hell boring :(

I miss Annetta best, and I miss Gina darling :(

At the start, to me and to alot more, she seemed so perfect. Perfect in every way. People are oblivious to her flaws. Until we all knew what she has done or her real self, we found her flaws more distinct than ever. Goes to show that no one's perfect. No matter how much you try to be someone else, you'll still be you in the end.

Replies.

Celestine- Hahah, of course he grew! Didn't you too? :) I love you too!

Chu!- Hahahahahah. Madness :) I'm going to disturb you again and again!

Karei- Yes yes! :D Remember to meet before going there okay! I loveeee you dardar :)

Leting- Same here :( I NEED YOU TOO. Nevermind, we'll meet in our dreams :) HAHA. I love you.

Shomann- Hahaha, siaosiao de ahboy. Thankewwwww for your tag!

♥ MAGDELINE- Wo ye ai ni ai ni ai ni ai ni :) Try to come this saturday okay! Must take pickkchures :D

Gina.- HAHAHAH! Who'd you think it is? It's the one you think :) I love you darling :D

Sofia- Hello sofffffffeeeeya :) Hahah, alright! Linked :)

Caiyi- Eeeeeeeee, Hahaha. Okay lah, she's quite cute :) Seriously? So cool :D Love you!

2008-10-13T15:10:00.004+08:00

Cause an empty room can be so loud, Its too many tears to drown them out.

I'm getting lazy to go out.

Seriously lazy. Just feel like sleeping all the way.

Went to amk hub yesterday and bought brother's phone.

Played with it the whole way through.

Supposed to meet Annetta Best today.

BUT I'M TOO LAZY :(

God, get me out of this.

Replies.

yogabear- Hahah, okay.

Brandon- I'm fine lah hubby :)

psby- Thank you, I will :D

iY- Hahah, linked.

Celestine- Texted you already babygirl. Love you too!

Pas-by- Hahah, I agree. Thank you though!

Belinda- Thanks :)

kaiyong!- Relaxing! Hahaha.

Anoy- Hahahah.

Hong- Thanks brother! :D Will text you both soon okay. Or you two text me first cause I changed number again. Hahahahah.

Elaine- Thanks a million lover :) You'll always have me too.

:O- Hahaha, I'm not sad :) Thanks!

AUDREY- Freedom :D Hahaha, aw. You'll get through it!

yl- HELLO :D

Hihi- Haha, hello.

♥ MAGDELINE- I'm not pretty! Thanks baobei :) Ai ni ai ni ai ni.

Leting- December seems so faraway :( I've got problems too. I love you baby! :D Can't wait to see you then.

qingren- Love you too :)

Passerby- I stay in love, mariah carey :D

Karei- I miss you many too dar dar :( Hahaha, we'll be seeing each other on saturday! She's better now I guess :) I loveeeeeee you too reirei :D

Weili- Hahah, thanks!

Anon- Thank you :)

2008-10-11T15:28:00.002+08:00

Like the rivers of emotion but I got no more tears to cry.

Exams are finally over.
Yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!

Annetta best and I bussed to tiong to get Gina's present after school.
Then bussed to commonwealth to find her.
Finally got to see darling :)
Spent alot of time with her, and we had fun.
Heart to heart talkkkkkkkks are the best.

Stayed till around 6 then walked to mrt station with best.
Saw jarek and brandon ho there :)
Best bussed back home while I trained to town to meet my mum.
We went to buy my phone today, then went shopppppppping!
Cabbed back and reached home around 11.

I'm going out to celebrate grand-dad's birthday! :)

Annetta Best and Gina Darling, I love you both. More than words can say. :D

Reply tags another day :D

2008-10-09T17:44:00.003+08:00

Coming from the lips of an angel, hearing those words it makes me weak.

Last paper tmr, then it's yay :)

But I'm still currently studying Dnt.

Plus, my phone's screwed :(
Getting one from evann tmr, so I'll be able to msg already.

Text me, the 9868 one if you know my number :) I lost your numbers.

Thanks and sorry all!

I've got to stop thinking so much and being over-sensitive.

You've got no clue what's going on in my mind, and neither do I.

So many things that come together and make me feel that way.

I didn't know it'll hurt so much, just to think about it.

2008-10-08T21:42:00.002+08:00

Here’s the link again for convenience sake.
http://www.sammyboy.com/showthread.php?t=5490&page=11

I'm strong. I am. So there's no need to worry alright :)
Thankkkkkkkks alot to all that was concerned about me.
Going back to the books now!

2008-10-08T21:36:00.002+08:00

My soul was locked, and you’re the only one with the key to my heart.

Maths = Monster madness
Swear I hate maths like crapppppppppp.

Met Annetta best and Lydia after exam and bussed down to sp for lunch.
In the end, pizza hut was having renovations :(
So we bussed to clementi for pizza hut.
Today was really fun with the two of them :)
We had heart to heart talks, laughs, secrets, gossips and fun.
After our long lunch, Lydia trained home, Best bussed home, and I bussed to tuition.

Gina, you sounded better than before when you talked to me today. And that relieves me a lot. I’m sure you can get through this ordeal and all your friends will be here to pull you through. I love you and always will darling :) Can’t wait to see you real soon!

I felt more pain than jealousy when Lydia told me about something.
Why’s it always have to be about her.

Replies.
Mister- Thank you so much :)
Passer-by- Hahahah, I know. Thanks :)
Shomann- I can’t help it luh ahboyyyyyyyy :(
pass-by8- Hahah, sorry. But somethings are best not to be revealed. Thanks for the thought though :D
AUDREY- Heh, thanks!
SeanAaron- Yeah mr cool name :)
:}- I’m still strong! Don’t worry about me alright, thanks a million!
Anony- Don’t worry, I won’t. Thank you :D
Felicia- Hahah, okay! Love you too jieh.
Gina- Agreed. Given to you already :)
anony- Wth? He has seriously nothing better to do, that’s why he’s such a childish fcuk. Heh, thanks!
Lingmin- Babyminnnnnnnnnnnnnnn, thankkkkkew my love! I will :)
Passer-by- I hope she’s fine too. Hahah, link’s above this post!
The Link- Hahaha, thanks.
passed-by- Aw, you’re not nosey yeah. Don’t think it that way. Thanks, really appreciate it :)
Hong- Stupid brother means stupid brother already :D Hahah, no luh. She sides me! Smiling :)

g-prassserBy- Haha, thanks :) I won't!

2008-10-06T21:40:00.006+08:00

In my eyes I'm screaming for a sight of you,
And tonight I'm dreaming of all the things that we've been through.

I’VE GOT NO SELF DISCIPLINE :(
SEE, I ALWAYS COME BACK HERE!

I hate history, swear.
I’m going to flunk it, dammit.

Darling, when I heard about you, my heart broke into 984239489382779 pieces.
What’s gone is gone. They can never come back to you. But just remember that they’re always snuggled deep down in your heart. That’s why they’re always with you. Wo yao ni hui lai. Ni ming bai mah. Gina, wo yao zhen zheng de ni hui lai. Wo hen xiang ni, Annetta ye hen xiang ni, ni zhi dao mah. Please don’t do anymore foolish things again. I beg you okay. You called me almost everyday before the incident, I miss your calls. You’ll always hug me whenever you see me, I miss your hugs. I miss your smile, your real smile. I miss your laughter, your genuine laughter. I miss you, the one and only you. I love you, more than words can say. Remember our promise? If your heart breaks, mine breaks too. If your blood flows, mine will too. I’ll keep that promise darling.

Best, I love you. With all my heart. Annetta tan, 1 year 7 months and going on strong.

I'm trying to keep my smiles up.

Replies.

Hong- Stupid brother :) Thankkkkkew! Tell lah :) Jie’ll side me!
♥ MAGDELINE - It’s alright pretty! Hahah, I love you I love you I love you too :)
Fairsians- I will, thanks! You are?
Shoman- Huh, still can bear to box ahma :(
SeanAaron- Hahah, it was just very random I guess.
Lim(:- Don’t thank me honey, I love you :) Cheer up okay!
Passer-by- Hahah, okay! Yes, like f luh that stupid sammyforum.
AUDREY- I AGREE. Stupid shithead luh he. Hahah, love you.
Anony- Thanks, I will and I’m not :)

2008-10-05T22:01:00.003+08:00

This person's been writing crap stuff about mernel and eddy.
Someone gave me this link.
Even if you want to comment, you shouldn't be so insensitive and comment such crap comments.
Wonder why you this kind of people just have no heart luh.
Someone's humilation is your entertainment huh.
No life.

http://www.sammyboy.com/showthread.php?t=5490

2008-10-05T21:06:00.005+08:00

Because I've built my world around you, I don't wanna know what's it like without you.

I don’t see why we have to study about dead people :(
My brain's bombarded with history.

I AM GOING TO BAN MYSELF FROM MY LAPTOP.
I keep getting distracted :(
For once, I’m going to do something good for myself :)
So I’ll probably not be blogging for the next few days till Friday.
Cause EOYs are over by then.

And swear, a lot of my time’s going to Gina after exams.
Annetta best and I are coming up with a surprise for Gina darling :)

Gina. Gina. Gina. Gina. Gina. I miss you. The times I spent with you, are all etched in my heart. Annetta, you and I, those memories, are all irreplaceable. I just want to let you know that I love you. More than words can say. I’m worrying for you day in day out. I want the real you back. Annetta and you are indispensable. My babyloves, forever.

God, I can't make it through alone. Please help me. Watch over her and help me through this exam period.

2008-10-04T22:42:00.004+08:00

My best of the best.

Once again we sit in silence, After all is said and done, Only emptiness inside us.

I’m trying to cram my whole history textbook into my brain for the whole of today.
I haven’t read it for the whole year, so god please help me enlarge my brain capacity.
Went for science remedial but nothing went into my head due to some reason.
Kate, thanks for always being there for me :) I love you.

Gina Darling, I miss you. I miss you so damn effing much. I cannot take it anymore. Everywhere I go, I think of you. Do you know that Annetta and I miss you a lot? Much more than words can describe, and much much more than you think. You are a part of us, darling. A part of me, indefinitely. Stay on strong for all of us, cause we’re all staying strong for you too. I love you, Gina Lai Jia Ling.

No matter how much I try, I still keep thinking about you two, mernel and gina.
I cannot concentrate. At all.

_______________________________

Taken from Fatin sweet’s blog:
Xiuwen- you told me you were fine, but you're not. Infact, you're fucking depress now. I know! You gotta be strong dearest. Please? Everytime i see you around, i see a lighthearted face. but not today, not today! It hurts to see your gloomy face in school. i hold back my tears when i saw you walking in the school. i wanted to approach you, but i was scared. too scared. after reading your blog, tears started rolling down my cheeks. God loves her more and she's safe now. I'm sure she's watching over you and wants you to be happy. cheer up babygirl. i love you alot♥

Reply to fatin:
Fatin- Don’t worry about me alright, babygirl? Why scared of approaching me :( Am I that scary? I’m strong fatin, I am. And I will stay strong. I’m fine, seriously. I love you a lot too sugar. Your extremely sweet blog post made me smile. Thanks a million, and you’ll always be in my heart.
______________________________

Replies.
Celestine- I’m fine babygirl, stop worrying about me :) I’ll always pick you up!
Pb; lin- How’d you get to my blog? Ahaha, alright then.
PB.- Thanks a lot, I will :) May I know who you are?
Shomann- Thanks ahboy, I will okays. Love you too!
Isabelle- Thanks :)
Anonymous- I will, I promise. Thanks, you are?
Eugene- Aha, I will okays? Thanks gene :)
AUDREY- I must and I will. Thanks cheekopek girlgirl, I love you too :)
De- Sweety, cheer up. You sound so emoooooo :(
Kaiyong!- Okays, re-linked. I will. Thanks :)
Passer-by- Haohao, I will. Thankkkkew :) Mind telling me who you are?
V.e-ssa Jie- Yeah, okaysokays. Ah hong must be happy too! Thanks jieh, I love you too :)
Magdeline- Love you love you too! Manymany :)

P.S I'd really love it if you'd tag with your name down even if you're a passerby. Thanks a million. Cause I'd love to know who you are :)

2008-10-03T21:58:00.003+08:00

I want back the past.

If only time could rewind.

Had English paper1 and literature papers today.
They weren’t that difficult though.
Finished them fast then slept all the way.
I was super tired and moodless.
Teachers called me out and wanted to talk to me.
They were all so sweet, especially my form teacher.
When she saw me she told me not to cry anymore because my eyes are getting smaller and smaller each day ever since the incident.

Mernel, I know you’re in a better place now. Rest in peace. Love.

Darling gina, you know how much I miss you? And how much my heart aches when I heard about you? I really really miss you. Annetta does too. Pleasepleaseplease, don't ever do anything foolish. I really cannot afford to lose you. You’ve got to stay strong, for mernel, eddy, Danielle, Annetta, me, and many many more. I want the real you back, not the one who forces smiles on her pretty face to not let us worry. I want real smiles, from your heart. You’ll find your smile back one day, and I’ll help you look for it with you. Annetta, you and I, 1 year and counting. I love you darling, forever.

Replies.
Lingmin- I will, thanks baby!
Wingsze- Thanks, wo hui de!
Sean-Thanks dearest, and I’ll always be there for you too.
Elaine- Thanks lover, I love you too.
WilsonWong- Thanks, and so am I.
Gracepeh- Contacted you already. Love.
Shomann- Sorry sorry, you just called me and told me. Dui bu qi ahboy.
Magdeline- Welcome, I love you many too!
Eunice- You’re welcome! See you around too. And you too.
Richelle- Qingren, I love you too!
Pb; lin- It should be Danielle I guess. I will, thanks! And who’re you btw?

Passerby- Yes I know. Thanks alot!

2008-10-02T21:30:00.001+08:00

Always a part of me, a part of us.

When assembly started, ms wong pulled me out.
I didn’t know where I was going only until I reached the counseling room.
Annetta, Karei, Delia, Rosanne were all together with me having counseling from ms heng.
Cried till my eyeballs wanted to pop out.
Exams were all pushed back by a day. So we didn’t have any exams today.

Went home for lunch first with delia,
changed then went back school to meet ms ng cause she wanted to talk to me about it.
Met her then went to meet shanny and marissa.
Walked to qinwei’s house and Brandon ong and zoey were there.
Shanny changed then we went off to marissa’s house without qinwei and Brandon.
After marissa and karei got changed, we all headed to batok.
Ate a quick one at macs then went to mernel’s wake.
Danielle, joseph, qinwei, brandon. O, brandon. H, Jarek, weiming, leon and alot more came.
Saw mernel’s body. She was so pretty. And her mother was really so sweet.
She said this sentence that I’d never forget.
“She never left us because she’ll always be in our hearts.”

I don’t want to go into so much detail.
But I miss you two so much. Gina and Mernel.
Gina Darling, please stay strong.
Mernel, I’ll miss you so do many others.

Why can’t reporters just leave mernel to go peacefully.
Why still rub it in. Don’t they have a heart?
How’d you feel if you were in mernel’s family/friends shoes?
Or in gina’s family/friends position?
Selfish people. Just doing their job? If you wrote the facts and didn’t twist them, go ahead.
But if you twisted the truth and added in some nonsensical stuff, then seriously, get a life.
Stop writing shit articles on gina, mernel, eddy or anyone else.
Stop pestering anyone of us, you want then just go directly to our principal yeah.
“My mummy tell me not to talk to strangers.” Quoted from Rosanne.

2008-10-01T21:35:00.007+08:00

Today's. Bestest friend of all.

Replies.

Pb.- Thanks. You are?
Karei- Kareiiiiiiii, :(
AUDREY- Thanks a lot! Yes, love you.
Kaiyong!- I will, cheers too.
Sharalyn- Thanks jieh, yes I will. I love you too!
Me- My friend and I okay already. And yeah. Thanks. You are?
Celestine- Yes I’m fine. Things are fine between us already, and I know. I love you too.
Best- And you’re my everything.
Eunice- It’s ‘Doing too much’.
Belinda- Thanks, you too!

On a lighter note, Happy 18th birthday shoman. And Delia and I are okay already.
I. Am. Worried. For. Gina.

2008-10-01T20:51:00.004+08:00

The fairytale of sleeping beauty, all gone wrong. Because she’ll never wake up, again.

Met Annetta best then went to mernel’s wake.
Met joseph and chushing somewhere near her wake cause we didn’t dare go in. Then Jarek, Brandon Ho, Nikki and William came too. Slacked for awhile then went in.
Saw Danielle, Grace, sherlyn, Clarence, Clinton and others.
Mernel’s body wasn’t there yet so we waited till 5 plus.
In the end Best and I decided to go home to study and pay respect to her on Friday.

I can’t concentrate on anything even though exams start tmr. I extremely worried for gina, and thinking about mernel.

__________________________

Mernel, even though we’re not that close but memories will be kept deep inside of me.
I’ll miss the times when Gina, you and I ate lunch together. Always playing a fool with Gina and doing stupid things. Sometimes in the mornings when I bumped into you, Danielle and gina, We would all go to the toilet and make our hair, and just talk. There was once when you, gina and I were on the phone with each other and you were eating your chips. You managed to end your sufferings the easy way out, but you left others with more pain. The ones still here are the ones who truly suffer. Your mum, dad, gina, Danielle, your boyfriend, everyone. I’ll miss your voice, your laughs and especially you. And you’ll always be in all of our hearts. Just like a tattoo. Rest in peace love.

Gina darling, I miss you so much. And I’m worried sick for you. After talking to you and hearing you cry on the phone yesterday, my heart ached like mad. Remember the times when you always come and find me at my house? The time when you cooked for me and brought it over for me? The times when either one of us had problems we’d always hug and comfort each other? The times when I went to your house and played with your computer? The times when Annetta and I accompanied you to the hospital because of your mum? The times when gossiped endlessly about other people? The times that I ate recess or lunch with you? The times when Annetta and I went crazy with you, laughing, dancing, singing, crying, screaming, gossiping, eating, hugging, kissing, cam-whoring. Everything. I keep rewinding the videos we took, the video you made especially for Annetta and I and the pictures we took. I’m afraid. Afraid to lose you. Afraid that you’d do the same thing. I know that this is the biggest blow you ever took, boyfriend and bestfriend/sister gone in a day. Please stay strong. Don’t fall. Eddy and Mernel wouldn’t want to see you like this. I’ll always be there for you, no matter what. I love you darling. With all my heart.

I've learnt to treasure the ones you have now. And never take them for granted.

2008-09-30T22:21:00.003+08:00

Broken hearts and last goodbyes, Restless nights but lullabies.

My mood was extremely horrible today morning due to some reason.
Sometimes crying doesn’t make you feel better, instead it makes you feel worse.
But when there’re friends with tissue and comforting words, it makes you feel so much better. Thanks a lot to everyone who tried cheering me up :)
Camwhored with elisse in class and it made me feel better, somehow.

Lunched with chushing today, then went opp and met joseph.
They two were really gay. Made me laugh a lot.
Afterwards I went for maths tuition. Surprisingly, I managed to pull my brain together.
Then met zayne to go for Chinese tuition.
I’m dead tired.

I don’t want this shit to continue. When then will it ever stop. I hate walking past you like we’re strangers. Just because of such a matter, our friendship is on the rocks. Don’t you think that just because I didn’t msg you, we have to be like this? Moreover I was waiting for your msg because you said you’ll msg me. It’s so frustrating yet saddening. Why do we have to be this way. I know you’re really sad and irritated over _____, but why does it also affect us. You’re frustrated that I keep on talking to Brandon. O they all, but I’ve my right don’t I? I still love you, I want our friendship to be back as per normal. Back as really close friends.

Two people I know died. Both were ____'s loved ones. Why take life for granted. Whywhywhywhy. Even though I'm not close to her and him, I still feel the pain. I wonder how's ____. I really feel so sad for her. I want to give her a hug right now, and fly over to comfort her. One's her sister, the other her boyfriend. Why must they do such a thing. Leaving everyone behind grieving and missing them. I really hope ____'s okay. Lord, please. Protect her, don't let her do foolish things. Keep her strong.
And to her, rest in peace. Maybe this will end all your sufferings. Even though we're not that close, but I'll miss you. And alotalotalot more others will too.

2008-09-29T21:49:00.004+08:00

When you look me in the eyes, I catch a glimpse of heaven, I find my paradise.

We were stuck in an extremely stuffy classroom for today, and for tmr as well.
Holiday on Wednesday, then exams start on Thursday.
I AM FREAKING OUT. I can’t hang on alone. I’m really afraid.

Met Annetta best outside her class, then went to meet brandon and qinwei.
Brandon ong, brandon ho, zoey and I can’t remember who else were all outside Fairfield.
Annetta and I Went over to Blk 31 to meet qinwei :)

Then soon afterwards, Lydia, Zoey, Delia, Brandon Ong, Yongxin, Sam, Weiming and I can’t remember who else came to Blk 31.
All the guys went somewhere else, while us girls chatted :D
Lydia went off with yongxin after awhile, then qinwei came back with brandon.
BRANDON WAS BUSY BLOWING BUBBLES. Ahaha.

Slacked for awhile then they went off, while Annetta and I went to get bubbletea.
Played in school then went off to tuition with zayne.

If you want to think it that way, go ahead. All I can say is sorry because I don’t want our friendship to be ruined just because of a small matter like this.

Tag replies.

Celestine- Thanks babygirl. I love you too :)

AUDREY- Don't be sad that you're you :D I'm glad you're you. Ahahaha, thanks! :D

Kaiyong!- Xie xie :) Will one, you too!

Marissa- Hello Marissa! :) I love you more than you love my pictures :D

Lim(:- :D I've got a bigger smile, honey!

Shomann- I don't have :( I STUDYSTUDYSTUDY, WHAT PLAYPLAYPLAY. Ahahaha. Naughty ahboy luh.

Brandon- Cause you are crazy! :)

Karei- Ahaha, YESYES. Pah tohhhh :) I love you reirei :D

Leting- I can tell that you're extremely happy :) Cause you just told me. Ahaha, okays! I love you too baby!

Zayne- Be honoured :D

2008-09-28T17:30:00.006+08:00

I can't take a day without you, you're the light that makes my darkness disappear.

I’m panicking panicking panicking.
Exams are on Thursday, and I’m having tuition/rememdial almost everyday after school for the coming week and the whole of last week.
My history’s not done, my science’s not done, neither is my maths done.
They're all just halfway through. Screw my last minute-ness.
I don't want to disappoint my parents, again.
I'm really afraid. Pressure's mounting as exams are nearing.
God, please help me pull through.

Tag replies.
pb- Thanks. But who're you?
Neoxiuhan- Ahaha, uh huh :D Last long with sean!
Celestine-Tsk, you exaggerate love. I love you too :)
Brandon- Yes hubby? x11 Ahahaha. Call me so many times!
Shoman- WHAT SMELLY :( I very guai one okay, is you not guai never xiaoshun ahma! :(
Melody- I love you too mel! :D
Audrey- TELL ME WHAT'S WRONG :( Huh, don't worry. I'll pray for you :) Hehe, dust dust dust them all away! Amen :D
Karei- Lingming?! AHAHA. iies luurbbes euush reirei, miie dardarsxzx!
Best- Bu yao kuuuuuuu :( I'll be your tissue! Ahahaha, brandon's crazy :) I love you Bestb. Hugshugs!

2008-09-27T22:54:00.009+08:00

Made of love.

Met annetta best today to study :)

Swear we should have gone to the library.

Went crazy with her as usual :)

Dedication to Annetta.

Best, here’s the dedication you wanted :)

I love you and always will. Thanks for everything.

From cheering me up, to studying with me, late night hot gossips,

outings and just simply, thank you for you.

You’re my bestest friend in the whole world, my sister, my confidante, my everything.

Wo ai ni hen duo hen duo. 1 year 7 months and going on strong. Our love will last forever.

(It's in your favourite colour) :)

And suddenly, I miss Gina Lai Jia Ling alotalot.

2008-09-26T20:35:00.003+08:00

Friday night beneath the stars, you and I have painted pictures in the sky.

I was drenched when I came to school today :(
To make things worse, my classroom was air conditioned.
Had attire check though. But the teacher let me off :)
I was bare footed through out the different classes. So was kate and a lot others.

Met Annetta, Delia, and Karei for lunch.

Went dover and saw Qinwei, Zoey, Sihao, Mikhail, Eng Jie and some other guy.
Chatted with wei for awhile then they all went for lunch. Annetta and I didn’t want to eat so went back to school.
Went for maths remedial with kate at 2 plus till 3 plus. Ms shamsiah was really nice :)
Met Annetta afterwards and studied with her for awhile. Chatted with Rosanne and Megan too, then went home with best :D

Magdeline pretty, glad you and x.bai patched already! :) And you're welcome. Ahaha. Love!

Hey you, stand strong. You're always putting up a strong front. Being a joker and de siao-ing people. But think twice before you blurt something out. Those words that you say, could hurt someone really deeply. Don't die, there's no point in doing so.

2008-09-25T22:27:00.004+08:00

Underneath the moon, underneath the stars, here's a little heart for you.

I’m starting to like class :)
Because I’m starting to really absorb in the revision parts :D

Lunched with Annetta best after school,

sent her to remedial then accompanied zayne to have his lunch.

Benjamin came and chatted, then he taught me maths and science :)

Saw Cally, Emily, Eugene arthur’s sister (I don't know her name), and Yiwei.

Yi wei and Benjamin took a cool shot with my phone and ben went to use it as my wallpaper :) But i changed it already. HAHA. (It's above)
Went for tuition afterwards with zayne.

Maths remedial after school tmr :(

Oh and, magdeline pretty. Cheer up alright. Things will be better soon :) Love you.

I’ve thought about it, why not use the effort of hating someone, to love someone?

2008-09-24T21:10:00.005+08:00

So maybe the chance for romance is like a train to catch before it’s gone.

I love sitting next to kate during class :) She makes them so much more fun, cause we can laugh non-stop for no good reason.
Lunched with Kate, Sofia and Okky then off for maths remedial.
I’m starting to absorb information into my head already :D So happy!

Dedications.

- Happy birthday boonchew :D

Stay on strong alright, all the best in everything you do :) Take care.

- Happy 2nd monthsary, Brandon ong.

It’s here cause you wanted it BIG BIG on my blog.
Ahaha, thanks for always being there for me.
And being such a wonderful friend/hubby :)
Study hard alright, if not next time won’t have future one.
Then cannot support your two wives, Lingmin and I already :(
Our friendship will last forever. Love you!

Decided to let this matter go after talking it out with you. No point being angry at you forever right?

2008-09-23T20:16:00.004+08:00

Look deep down inside.

I dread classes nowadays. Especially maths :(
I'm really in deep shit. Bet I'm going to do badly for my eoys.
I seriously need to change my last minute-ness.

Home alone home alone.
Parents are out, brother studying with his friends and maid just went out again after buying me dinner. I am just plain lazy to do anything right now.
Oh wait, my brother's home :) So it won't be so scary anymore.

Maybe this is going to be my last post until exam's over? I don't know.

I don't want you to be finding them after you knew that I found out what you did. So, I shall just keep my mouth shut and not confront you. I'm not going to scold you or ignore you. But instead, I'll not tell you any secrets or personal stuff anymore. Because I told you not to do anything about it countless of times after telling you about A, you said okayokay, but in the end? Whatever. Remember what I told you? If you really went on ahead with your plan, then I'll never tell you anything anymore. Think I don't mean what I say? Then you're wrong.

2008-09-22T20:55:00.006+08:00

Your true colors.

I swear, cramps ruined my day. And my mood too.

School was boring. Revision revision, and more revision.
We were supposed to have maths remedial. Waited for teacher for like 45 minutes?

Then she told us it was cancelled -.- But majority including me wanted it to be cancelled, so didn’t complain much :)
Met Annetta best afterwards, and went crazy in the toilet.
I kept tying her hair, she kept pulling my rubberband out from my hair, she kept splashing water at me, and I kept re-tying my hair.
Went home with her after that :D

After talking to Emily and cally today, I found out that there were people who are just so dammit unreasonable and are out to make life difficult for you. Unreasonable until cannot unreasonable :) Why can’t they just be normal for once? Makes me wonder.

Hongster, or overfriendly. This question keeps repeating in my mind.

2008-09-21T17:50:00.004+08:00

Tagged by lingmin.

1. The first person who tagged you is: Lingmin.
2. Your relationship with him/her is: Babygirl.
3. Your Five impression of him/her: 1. Pretty
2. Sensible
3. Cute
4. Vulgar :D
5. Fun
4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you: Uhm, I don’t know.
5. The most memorable thing he/she said to you: I love you babywen.
6. If he/she become your lover, you will: think it’s a joke.
7. If he/she become your lover, thing he/she will have to improve on will be: Vulgarities. Haha.
8. If he/she become your enemy, you will: do nothing?
9. If he/she become your enemy, the reason will be: I don’t know.
10. The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is: Get over him and be happy :D
11. Your overall impression of him/her is: Fun-loving.
12. How you think people around will feel about you: Hyper.
13. The characters you love of yourself are: I make people laugh :)
14. On the contrary, the characteristics you hate most about yourself are: Last minute-ness.
15. The most ideal person you want to be is: Me :)
16. For that people who care and like you, say something to them: I love you :D
17. Pass this quiz to 10 people that you wish to know how they feel about you, pass to people who have blog only:
1. Richelle
2. Darren
3. Karei
4. Lingmin
5. Rosanne
6. Sean Lim
7. Elisse
8. Audrey
9. Shoman
10. Felicia
18. who is no. 6 having relationship with? Xiuhan :)
19. is no.9 female or male? Male.
20. if no. 7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing? Felicia’s taken, plus they’re not les.
21. what is no.2 studying about? Does he study? :D
22. when was the last time you had a chat with no. 3? Friday :)
23. what kind of music band does no.8 like? I don’t know :(
24. does no.1 have any siblings? Yeah.
25. will you woo no.3? She’s taken :(
26. how about no.7? If I’m a guy :)
27. is no.4 single? Yeah :) But she has me :D
28. what is the surname of no.5? Chan.
29. what is the hobby of no.10? Her dear :D
Sometimes I don't believe in what you tell me. Who knows, maybe you're saying the same things to other girls. Hongster or overfriendly?

2008-09-21T17:23:00.002+08:00

Vulnerability.

I swear, I’m starting to panic.
I have no clue on how to do majority of the maths test paper questions :(

Delia, I'm glad you listened to me, like finally after 908394732849 years :D

I have no intention of telling anyone what yesterday’s post was about, or who I was referring it to. You won’t think that it’s referring to you, unless you did something which made you think so, then it’s up to you to think that I’m talking about you. Fyi, she’s not from fairfield. So stop making wild guesses.
Richelle, trust me alright. Zhen de bu shi zai shuo ni. Love you :)

2008-09-20T21:30:00.008+08:00

Closer.

Friday
Class was as per normal, nothing interesting really happened though.

Only Siti brought her cam again :) So as usual, we camwhored.

And I've received all her photos :D
Hung out with Annetta after school then went home.
Slept, mugged, slept, mugged, slept :)
My brain’s going to burst, soon enough.

Today
Went to tuition in the morning.
Met annetta afterwards and studied with her :D
But we were mostly gossiping and camwhoring :)
I love best, millions.

I’ve got to get this load out of me. And I’m going to refrain from using any vulgarities.
Hey girl, what’s with all the hypocrisy? Aren’t you tired of acting as someone you’re not? Whatever you did, you know best. I seriously couldn’t imagine you doing such a horrible thing to your friend. You didn’t like people doing it to you, and yet, you did it to someone else yourself. Contradicting yourself, aren’t you. Do unto others what you want others to do unto you. Sounds totally right. No wonder other people do such childish things to you too. Does god teach you to do such stuff? A straight NO in your face. Don’t come and step innocent when you’re totally not. What’s the point of having a pretty face and an ugly heart. You are such a bitch. I can’t believe I’m saying this. Because all along, I thought you were really innocent and sweet. So did everyone else. I hope you realize your mistake and change into how you seem to be. Not just act like who you are now.

Please don’t ask me who I’m referring to, because I won’t say it. Only Annetta knows who I’m referring it to :) I don’t want to comment further on this person anymore anyway.

2008-09-19T22:05:00.001+08:00

Intoxicated

I is braindead.
I is studying.
Me don’t feel like blogging today.
Me shall blog tmr :)
Me will upload photos tmr too.

And I shall prohibit myself from thinking about unnecessary things :D

2008-09-18T21:15:00.003+08:00

Absence makes the heart fonder.

Facts for today:

1. I hate making siti laugh or vice versa, cause I end up laughing along with her and getting stomachache :(
2. I can’t concentrate in class, due to the ever so tempting breaking dawn book.
3. The pressure of the upcoming eoys is overwhelming.
4. BGQ, I’m not falling for any of your empty talk/sweet talk, ever.
5. I need a lot of self displine.
6. I think maths is a monster.
7. Get well soon :)
8. Best, your (cough) will make it through. I love you :)
9. I lunched with annetta then bussed to tuition.
10. I’m sleepy.
11. I want the pictures siti took :)
12. It hurts whenever I see you, because memories keep on flowing back into my head.
13. There’s too many things for my brain to hold or think about.
14. If you're unhappy, cheer up :)

2008-09-17T18:01:00.005+08:00

First.

Class was normal today.
Siti brought her camera, so we camwhored during english.
And during pe, siti elisse and I camwhored :)
It was really fun playing with her cam, and she'll send me those photos soon enough :D

I went all moody after school. Didn't feel like talking to anyone.
Accompanied Annetta best to buy her lunch then I went home.
Lunched, bathed then went to sleep.

I have to get alot of work done.
Literature, chinese, maths and science :(
Eoys are 2 weeks away from now.
I have to study real hard already.

Oh, and I've finished eclipse. Reading breaking dawn tmr :)

When I looked you into the eyes, memories started filling my head, once again.

2008-09-16T20:41:00.008+08:00

Wake up call

I’ve got many many plans and outings for after exams :) Plus camwhoring! :D
I can’t wait to get over with my exams, but for now, studies’ my main priority.

I got abit annoyed during chapel today.
Elisse and I were just wondering, why do people express how much their love is for god on their blogs, but don’t even bother singing or even clapping to the chapel songs? Acting cool? That’s not a way to go about doing so.
Lunched with Annetta best after school, then went for tuition.
Swear it was utterly dreadful :(

-, I’m sorry.
You asked me to believe in you, but I just can’t bring myself to believe you enough yet.
All your words were just empty talk. I had enough of them.
You said ‘even convicts had chances, why can’t I get chances too.’
Once bitten, twice shy. Heard of that?
At least convicts try not to make the same mistake again, but you?
It’s so easy for you to repeat the same thing over and over again.
I doubt I'll ever have feelings for you, so I don't see why you should be wasting your time on me.
Dui bu qi.

Once in a blue moon, I think about you and the past we once had.

2008-09-15T20:10:00.009+08:00

Deep down you know it.

My brain's fried already. Studystudystudy :(

I can't remember what I did yesterday.

It rained today morning. Plus I was freezing during chinese class.

Lunched with annetta after school, then went for remedial.

After that went to meet annetta and we went crazy :)
Extremely crazy, practically laughing like a mad :)

Then we walked home :D

I'm dreading tuition tmr :(

AND I FINISHED NEW MOON,

NOW I'M HALFWAY THROUGH ECLIPSE :)

I need to get my feelings right.

I've got too many things on my mind.

I'm not confident enough.

At least now I don't feel so suffocated every minute you don't know the truth.

I feel so much more at ease after telling you, but I'm sorry for hurting you with the truth.

2008-09-13T20:57:00.002+08:00

Indescribable feelings.

I had a very bad night yesterday. Don't really want to talk about it.
I can't really remember about yesterday though.

Woke up around 10 plus today. Bathed and then went over to siti's house.
Got the book i wanted and accompanied her to Ntuc.
Went home afterwards, then read my book the whole day.
Oh yeah, I read finish twilight in 2 days :) And now, I'm almost 3/4 through new moon! :D
I've got to buck up, and really study hard already. So i think I'll be updating lesser for now :)

I had enough, of every single pain.

2008-09-11T21:25:00.002+08:00

Breaking down under pressure.

I don’t feel like blogging, only thing I want to say is, I screwed up my oral :(
Best, thanks for everything <3

I hate studying. I hate fighting with my parents. I hate having so many things on my mind. I hate being stuck in between. I want to give up. Lord, please give me strength.

2008-09-10T19:07:00.003+08:00

Affairs of the heart, are really complicated.

Delia, please. Stop wishing that you were dead. There’s no point in doing so. Think about it. Would he even come back to you if you were on the verge of death? One word, no. I really don’t want to see you so upset, but what can I do? The only one that can help you is you. No matter how many things I tell you, or try to grill your brain, you just won’t listen. Because you’re plain stubborn. I want you to wake up. Stop being so blinded by him already. I’ll always be there for you. Cheer up okay. Sweety, I love you. Smile :)

2008-09-10T17:19:00.004+08:00

In a mess.

Today morning met delia and karei.
Xiuwen: DELIA TAN IS EXTREMELY STUBBORN ):
Karei: YAH YAH YAH YAH! VERY STUBBORN ):
Delia: Tsk, YES. I know :)
De ah de, WHEN CAN YOU LEARN :(

Got back my report book today. My results were a pile of shit :(
Passed all my subjects, except for history. I’ve gotten an F9 for it :(
Told my mum about it, and she just told me to buck up, and I promised I will :)
XIUWEN, YOU'VE GOT TO STUDY HARDER.

At least my friends made me laugh alot today :)
So I'm wasn't that upset when I just got my results.
Lunched with annetta best after school :)
Saw aaron, najib, and alot more at blk 31.
Hadn't seen them in a long while :(
Best walked me home, and I studied afterwards.
Best annetta, wo ai ni duoduo! :D

I'm going crazy with the stuffs I have to ponder about.

2008-09-09T21:16:00.001+08:00

Mixed feelings.

School’s a bore. But at least my friends make it more fun :)
Had lunch after school with Annetta best.
Hung out with karei and delia for awhile.
Karei and I saw madgeline! :)
At first we were still wondering who’s that madgeline look alike, and in the end, it really was her :)
Went over to say hello and stuff, then zoey and shanny came. Chatted for awhile then we all went our separate ways.
Lunched then waited for bus with best then off to tuition. It was dead boring :(
I’m so tired. But I have to stay awake to call de, annetta and bryan.
De’ll kill me if I don’t call her (But I bet she won’t bear to) :)

Lingmin baby, cheer up alright. There’s so many other guys out there for you :) I love you, so smile! We’ll meet up after the exams. And I’m just 8 digits away, so anytime/anywhere you can just msg me :) Smile ah min <3

You really pissed me off. What’s the point of saying sorry when the hurt’s already inflicted. But I can’t stay angry with you forever, can I.

2008-09-08T21:51:00.000+08:00

Only you can save yourself.

I really hope you can think it through properly. What’s the point of being like this? Would it even help you to bring him back? What’s yours is yours, what’s not yours will never be yours. I really don’t know how to help you already. And I doubt karei knows how too. All we can do is just listen to your sorrows and wipe away your tears, but the rest, is all up to you. We can’t be with you 24/7 to stop you from doing foolish things to yourself, but I really hope that you’re mature enough to think for your own good. Please, don’t do any foolish things to yourself anymore. It hurts you, and moreover, it hurts others around you too. There’s bound to be another guy that’ll pop right up and save you from your misery, but before that happens, I really don’t want to see you get hurt. Neither does a lot of your other friends. Please, stop thinking so negatively already and try to get yourself together. I love you and I’ll always be there for you, delia tan.

2008-09-08T19:31:00.001+08:00

It’s only a matter of time.

Stayed up yesterday night to get elisse’s birthday gift done up.
I dread waking up early in the morning :( I swear, having 4 periods of Chinese in a freezer can really kill.
I’m dying from laughter, due to the crazy things my maid’s doing :)
I love my best annetta like many :D Going to phone her later!

I don’t want to hurt you. But in time to come, I'm afraid I may.

2008-09-07T21:52:00.003+08:00

Slowly, going gone.

I want to sleep.
Slept super late yesterday due to the late night call annetta gave me, and the constant messaging.
Qinwei woke me up in the morning with his call.
We chatted alot alot alot. Maybe I'm meeting him tmr.
I don't know. WEI AH, GO BACK TO SCHOOL LUH.
Just came back from grandma's birthday celebration :)
There's school tmr :( So saddening. I have to wake up early from tmr onwards.
I'm not prepared for school :(

Never learn to trust a sweet talker, when you know he doesn't mean it.

2008-09-06T16:26:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ELISSE LAU :)
Me love you like millions bestfriend. Pass you your present on monday :) (If I remember)
Ahaha, thanks for being such a great friend all these while. Since Primary 4 till now equals to, 5 years :D
Lovelovelove!

2008-09-06T14:24:00.002+08:00

An end of a relationship is the beggining of a new one.

I know times are tough for you right now, but you'll make it through. Although you don't have him anymore, that doesn't mean that you won't love another already right. I can’t talk sense into your head, neither can karei. We want you to give up on him, but you just won’t listen. Because you’re a stubborn girl, and so is he. So everything’s up to you now. But no matter what, we’ll still be there for you. I still love you regardless of whatever choice you make. And if you're reading this, yes it's you I'm talking to, Delia tan :)

Annetta best, you'll always my number one :D

Mixed emotions

2008-09-06T13:25:00.001+08:00

I felt like changing skin, again :)
Ahaha.
I'm dead tired.

Feelings

2008-09-05T20:59:00.003+08:00

Bad headache plus an aching arm.

I'm very happy :)
I've finished up all of my maths holiday homework!
And I studied alot this whole week :)
Well at least stuff that I studied went into my brain.
And best, you mean the world to me :)

No sense of security, at all.

Contradictive

2008-09-04T21:04:00.004+08:00

I seriously have no idea what's going on in my head right now.
Why is it that, I have contradicting feelings towards you.

2008-09-04T17:47:00.005+08:00

Zayne, my very good friend :)

A heart’s a heavy burden.

Went to tuition with zayne just now.
My head's going to bomb soon.
Been bloghopping for the past few minutes.

I love annetta tan sipin, my best.
Thanks for everything :)
Wo love ni forever :D

Bc, cheer up alright.

Stay strong.

Sometimes, I really can't stand you.
How childlike can one get.

2008-09-03T17:40:00.003+08:00

Just came back from studying with joshua and siti :)
Did quite alot of maths.
I have tuition for the next 2 days :(

I'm starting to think about what I really want in life.